Heyyy everyone! I haven't been on this site in about a million years. Yeah, its pretty sad... I know you have all missed me!

So here is an update about me:
-I graduated high school in June.
-I start school at Manchester College [one of the most gay-friendly schools in the US...WOOT!] on September 3rd, and I am very excited about it.
-I am still single.

-Laughing gas, makes you giddy. I'm giddy. Ugh.

I was watching this special about Whitney Houston on T.V. and she had gone to Israel with her husband, Bobby Brown, to partake in a ceremony honouring black Hebrews. Garbed in Israeli attire, she was getting ready to board the plane back to America and yelled, "I LOVE ISRAEL--IT'S MY LAND!"

Me: O_O *laughs fucking ass off*

*SQUEEEEEEEEEE!

*does happy dance XD

I saw C in town last night :D
I wasn't gonna go in 'cause it couldn't be bothered really, but she messaged me (from her dads phone, cause she didnt have credit) and said pleaseplease come, so I did :3

And eeeeeeee.
When I got home, A (mutual friend, my ex, lol) said "ooooh someone likes C...;)"

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I did it because the coworker was asking me questions and I was asking them questions and they asked if I had a 'significant other' and I somehow took the que and said not until later on... and I'm not sure about my current feelings/somethingorother. And they nodded and went on and I went on and we talked about it for about 10 minutes.

Yesterday I got volumes 2, 3, and 4 of Death Note from the library, and I've finished them all already. ^_^ I love this series. God, I swear, Light is starting to get so EVIL and mentally unstable. He's scaring me... o.o

Did anyone know I have a gay umbrella? I do! It's rainbow colored and it's really big. I think I'll name her Susie. She's a butch lesbian who lives with her partner, Karen the invisible umbrella (who is also butch), and works part-time as my family's umbrella. :D

Wow. That was random. :D I think this weird entry resulted from a lack of gayness in my life. I need to meet other queer kids. Grr.

It's raining and lightening. I love lightening.

I'm working a piece of music. I had major brain-block this afternoon, but it went away and I'm writing the piece again.

God I love lightening.

My report card was really, really good. And I quit my stupid science program, so I don't have to do a science project for the next three years.

Because I feel like being a pessimist. I can't be entirely optimistic all of the time right? So I'm going to make a list of pet peeves and stuff. Because I'm bored...

• When people say that Photography is not an art. When I hear people say this you can probably see smoke come out of my ears.
  

So.. Friday I slept over at Soras place. Which I haven't done for a while. Was fun... I came out to her brother who apparently hasn't heard yet. He was looking at this wrestling stuff and he's asking me if I think those guys are hot at all and I'm all "eww" (Well, they were all overly-buffed and in speedos.

I just wrote something and then I was stupid and pressed a button and the stuff I just wrote is gone.. But I'm in a good mood so I'll just write it again. Whatever...

Okayyy.
Just feel like putting this somewhere, just because.
But just scroll past it to read my random ramblings.
Its 12:30am here. And I'm tired but not tired enough apparently.
And I've had a long last.. Ah. 4 Days.
And I'm starting year 10 on Monday :|

Anyway. Here's the writings...

hold me close, you said.
but then you heard the front door