I thought college would be a bastion of spirited intellectualism, that there would be so many more people like me, that I would love my classes. There would be vibrant lectures and debates, I would think deeply about hard issues every day, I would go to art shows and concerts and plays, I would play music, write music, sing music, become a poet.

I need a date to prom, who wants to come with me??

Prom isn't for a few months but I have to figure out now who I'm going with, so I can figure out transportation and stuff. I'm stressing because I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't need a date, but I would like one, you know. I want a limo too, but IDK who I'm riding with, so I don't know if I can get one.

My GSA meeting was yesterday and it was fun!

Classes have been ok. I have both my 1st Exams for HNA and Math next Thurs. Kickboxing has been good,although,except for the bodybag stuff and my turn to hold it for my partner,hehe. My hamstrings are sore though,gotta stretch for longer I guess. I started work on my 1st project for 3-D design and have 2 more days(but could include weekend) until the duedate of the 11th.

Ok so this is a double edged sword sort of deal but here it goes...So after a couple weeks of trying to get scholarships I had one land on my doorstep. I'm an eagle scout in the Boy scouts and they offered me a half tuition scholarship to one of the colleges in my state that has a great teaching program.

Recently, my mother found and watched two lesbian movies on my computer, Saving Face and When Night is Falling (both of which are superb lesbian movies that trump all of the ones I've seen before--WNiF definitely earns my award for best lovemaking scene).

It was a considerable nightmare.
My dad stopped the car in a parking lot.

I'm going! To college! In five days!

Smith, of course, which is excellently queer. We shall see how the all-girls' thing pans out.

hey guys!!!

first off, if all you guys heading into your senior year want an amazing school to check out seriously look at lewis and clark college in portland oregon... this place is unbelieveable!!!!

Don't be afraid...

I found such a neat place to talk, chat, exchange ideas, and such. It is a chat room, but so unlike any that i found before. Here i can see who i am talking to and interact with them. No not their pic, not a cam, but a avaitar type of thing, a sim if u will. i choise a body type, a hair style, clothing to ware, and so on until i had a person who looked like me looking back at me on the monitor.

Well, today was my first day of School at Sinclair Community College. I had two classes today: MAT 101: Elementary Algebra, and LAW 101: Business Law 1. Tomorrow, I have ACC 121: Financial Accounting. I hope to survive tomorrow, because I know for a fact that I have the campus's toughest professor.

I told my mom a while back that I was "lk that" and wasn't going to change. She seemed okay with it... She said it was my choice and just to know that once I make that choice, (to come out to all or to be with a girl) that nothing would be the same. Life would be harder. So, thanks? I mean I thought it was okay. Too good to be true???

Dec. 25, 06
I feel like I have accomplished nothing! I've been off from work 2 days and there is nothing to do! I've cleaned. I've got on the net, I've slept, I've done everything I can possibly do and it is boring! I can't wait til LIFE starts again. To think.. This IS life for a low of people- stay home and do shit- how boring!

For those of you who have heard my complaining and whining of my college essay, there's good news...

I GOT IN!

Also, they're offering $6,000 in scholarships which covers my tuition for Truman State. I just need $5,500 to pay for my room and board. (And who knows how much for living expenses). I'm not sure if I want to go there, but I'm very interested.

I'm so excited.

I got into college, IUPUI Indianapolis, to study on becoming a teacher of either English or History. I can't really write much more than that.

Well, maybe put a fuck yeah somewhere in there.