My dad convinced me to stay in the closet with my mom and grandparents. Because yeah, they'd probably go out of their way to find some way to blame it on him...

But I have been hinting at it towards my mom. I'm sure she won't ask. It's too awkward. So she can't say anything as a definite. *snicker*

So, on Friday I'm going to leave on a trip with my lesbian grandmothers. I'm going to go to Oregon, which is right above California, and since I live on the East Coast of the United States, that's going to be a loooooong plane flight. The trip's going to last for two and a half weeks. I'm kind of scared...

fuck. i messed up majorly. so i recently started talking to an old friend/crush and i THOUGHT everything was going fine, but i noticed she was being kinda crabby toward me or something. so i tried to talk to her, but it wasn't working so i just stopped trying and called her later and then asked her what was up, and she came right out and told me i was coming on to strong....so yeah...i feel dumb and i don't know what to do.

ah! i don't understand why my roommate listens to the radio station each morning. they're talking about how the article they read on american idol was really interesting. and the music is just terrible, it's hard to tell which is worse, the hosts' stupidity or the overplayed songs. not the first thing i want to hear when i wake up in the morning. i have work to finish, things to do, guh. just had to vent.