Just got off the phone with my mother, i'm living alone no parents around and she still gets to me...

Don't get me wrong, i love her, i (usually) have a good relationship with her but when she's angry or tired or sleepy she takes it out on the world, and today the world turned out to be me. She hanged up on me.

I really hope that I don't end up making out with the porcelain gods again. I started puking every hour on the hour last night from 1am til 4 am it was so bad that my nose started to bleed... My ears have been plugged for almost a week and thus decreasing my hearing. if they don't improve I am gonna call the doctor and have him flush them out.

I got to come home from school early today, because I have some kind of stomach virus. I feel fine for the most part, except I'm nauseous, and I get reeeeeeally nauseous when I stand up and walk. It's weeeeeeeeird. (It's especially weird how I have a strange compulsion to hold down on the 'E' key.) I want to eat, but my parents say I shouldn't, because then I'll throw up.

Sora (My Best friend/ sort of girlfriend) came over. I think the tension between us is a little thicker or something. We didn't hug today. We normally greet eachother that way. I wish I could break the tension but I don't know how. Every time I want to say something it gets caught in my throat. Or if I try to do something I freeze up. It's really weird.