The Tower; this tarot card represents great change, but this change will always be destructive, all that is old will crumble down and burn, leaving a new path for something new

For a long time i hoped and dreamed for a new start, living in cedar city has been a constant struggle with no breaks. I hit brick wall after brick wall and everything i achieved and earned was stripped and ripped away from me slowly and painfully, i used to think well maybe it was in my head until my own mother told me it broke her heart to see it happen to me.