I feel so skint.
It's like, I feel like I'm standing at the precipice of a great mountain screaming to the top of my lungs...and all around me are people who are in my life, not even paying attention or listening to my screams.

I dont know why but i feel like my heart has gotten ripped out and put back in with a little peice missing... Idk lately i feel like my own freinds are startin to shun me or something... Like i try to talk to them and make nice and everything tell them whats goin on and they just dont listen.. It hurts ..it realy does bad... Ive even started cuttin again it feels like its the only way..

Emptiness will consume you
Ripping your inerds out
You try hard to prevent it
The numbness makes you shout

Being alone,lonely
Will only strengthen me
I am the shadow that
Talks to you in your dreams

Dont watch the news
Dont read, dont write
Just sit down in the cold all night

Let the world buzz around you
Let it live and breath your air
Let the humans in their own worlds