It is the 17/08/08, early morning.

After a nightmare.

I'm going to write this down.

Because I'm not going to make this one of those moments that will fade away with time. That's all too depressing. If it slowly fades away, eventually it will mean nothing and that's frustrating. Instead I will transfer this abstract concept /thought into tangible words that will remind me for eternity.

I keep starting to write journal entries the past few days every time I log in.But something seems to happen every single time to take me away from it to do something else.But now I am here writing,distraction free,I don't really know what I want to write about.So this may be a bit meandering.Or not even get posted for some random reason of my own distractions.

Yesterday drove home to me the wonderful reality of being out of Junior Chorus. I'm in musical theater camp (as you know if you read my last journal, but you probably didn't because it was random and dull and long, so I'll rehash), and was sitting in the music/singing class thing, and we were singing a song that was reasonably high, high enough to be sung in head voice and not in chest voice.

I had one weirdass dream last night.You know one of those dreams that loads of stuff is happening all over the place.It started off where I was in my kitchen opening an invitation to my friends 21st party.But when I opened it I was upset because it didn't say I could bring a guest.It was an invitation to me only.My mam was there and I said to her "why doesn't it say I can bring a guest?" It was th

Have I told you guys about this girl?

so yeah, i had the weirdest dream last night. i even wrote it down so i wouldn't forget it. (it's kinda long, but worth it.)

"L" is th girl i've been crushing on for nearly two years.