I thought college would be a bastion of spirited intellectualism, that there would be so many more people like me, that I would love my classes. There would be vibrant lectures and debates, I would think deeply about hard issues every day, I would go to art shows and concerts and plays, I would play music, write music, sing music, become a poet.

One of my closest friends in the entire world is the biggest slut in our group of friends. I say that because I am sure there are plenty of other people in our school who are just as, if not more, slutty. But I don't know them. I know her.

i feel like i'm having a day-long brain fart....

like my brain simply decided to stop working today....

we had a moment of silence at 12:00 today, everyone was sitting in their desks and we were all really quiet, it was intense...

the the principal accidentally turned the pa off and we all had a good laugh.