It's been a long long while since I last visited oasis mag, but for some reason I felt like coming back and writing down how things are now. The last two posts I made were about my struggle with violent thoughts and impulses. I'm proud to say that now I have my thoughts and impulses under a lot more control now than I did before. I was having all these thoughts because my girlfriend was stressing the hell out of me, and it was causing me to think in strange ways. She was triggering all these bad things in me. That relationship has been over for five months now.