I..have...no...words...Here I am, this full blown freaking LESBIAN. And I just asked out A GUY. Alert the media, people! I'm officially confused as F%&K. So if you've read my previous entries, my best guy friend is in love with me. And you know what, I'm slightly attracted to him, but for only his MIND. He's not...sexually attractive to me. I've kissed him before, but it was a dare, and it was so short that I wasn't even sure what I felt. I mean...we've both talked about it, and he said that he would not even try to get me to like him.