Tonight I added the finishing touches to an act I wrote in a week. It was quite easy to write since I pictured every line said and action done. I'll admit it's a tad cliche but I like it nonetheless. I remember reading that at least one character in each of his plays/acts was his hope for a better future or something along those lines. Now I didn't expect it to get so long but I tried to make the transitions as realistic as possible. Read and enjoy.
The Genie, An Act
Max - a man
Jeanie - a widow
A waiter - another man
A chef - a headchef
In less than a week, I'll be twenty one. It's a good feeling. Though, I wish I could celebrate it with my girlfriend. Boot camp blows.. good news is I do get to go to her graduation. Her sister asked if I had plans to go, her parents aren't able to go due to work conflicts unfortunately, so her sister is riding there with me! I'm very excited. Now that this semester is over with, seeing her is all I can ever manage to think about. It fills me with an overwhelming sense of fuzziness and a smiley mushy warmth of anticipation and relief and pride and love. Gosh.
Jac's C.O.S.T.(Coming Out Story Told)
By:Jaquline Alyce Delacroix
It was one-hundred-eighty minutes before the Witching Hour, on the 30th day of the 10th month of the 16th year of the third millennium. Our character, a troubled young man, yours truly, is troubled by all that is going on in his life by the every day ordinary life wrinkles and by more than the strictly mundane. I'm lying awake with the worst seven-word soliloquy ever known to mankind running through my mind,
possible things that you might need to know about me:
1 i am gay (completely... no girls for me)
2 i have had multiple boyfriends
3 i have dated a lesbian before just for shits and giggles( also it was a way for me and her to conceal our sexuality)
4 i am a virgin
5 i have 3 sisters
6 i am a junior in highschool
7 i like to shop
8 i am a gay rights activist( sort of... it is hard to be when your parents dont support you)
9 i am proud
10 i just got a hair cut
11 i love you
12 i am a frog(just seeing if you were paying attention)
13 i have an obsession with hair
the last forum topic about the torture devices was not posted by me... my roommate happens to know my passwords...sorry for the little bit of idiocy and thanks for reading...
Miki just told me that she and this guy have decided to be a couple. No surprise there. And I know it's fully within her rights to have a boyfriend - but that doesn't mean I'm happy about it.
Maybe it's 'cause I'm just afraid it will change things between her and me. She's been promising it won't, wouldn't, won't, but it will. Time, if nothing else. And I find it hard to believe that any boyfriend would really be okay with the way we are, or that we would keep acting that way with a boyfriend in the picture.
50. Free the Robots – Mental Universe
49. Depotax – Elastik (feat. Himself)
48. Bob Marley – Three Little Birds
47. Rush – Fly By Night
46. erb N dub – Lucifer
45. El-B – Bubble feat. Rumpus
44. Blackleg – Sensors
43. Tes La Rok – Hot Jam
42. Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart – Serenade No. 12 in C minor, K.388: I Allegro
41. Claude Debussy – Claire de Lune
40. Merzbow – Munchen
39. Death Grips – Beware
38. The Ink Spots – When the Swallows Come Back to Capistrano
37. King Tubby – Jah Jah Dub
36. The Clash – Bankrobber
35. Dream Theater – Regression
It is inevitable that things change, it's nothing that can be stopped. I for one find it very interesting how that empty old shop on the corner was remodeled into a restaurant that only lasted 3 months. It's now an empty old restaurant. It's the subtle changes that make us realize we are getting older.
Yeah... hope may yet exist!
Harry Styles, Ed Sheeran sing gay classic
I've had an emotional roller coaster of a week. On Thursday night, I had one of the best moments of my entire life, but tonight was... painful. I feel a bunch of different things right now.
For most of my life, a lot of the people I've known, with the exception of my parents, my grandpa, and a select few friends, have always told me I couldn't. I couldn't leave here, I couldn't be successful, I couldn't do this, I couldn't do that. But on Thursday night, the good people in an admissions office in Boston decided that I could. I had to read their decision three times before I was able to comprehend that it was real. Even then, I still checked it again later to make sure. I've never been so happy in all my life. It's more than a college acceptance letter, you know? It's a door leading out of here, which is all I've really wanted for years. It's the one thing I've always needed. (And I should have some more coming over the next few months!)
And tonight, I was reminded of just how much I've always needed that letter.
I've been testing out my new power amp with the sickest songs playing through the whole house. A great day to end a shitty week.
I just bought a rainbow bracelet, one of those big rubber ones. Maybe not the best way of coming out, but I figure if I wear it my gayety will just kind of seep into the general conciousness.
meaning of the rainbow flag
hot pink: sexuality
i feel as though my parents want me to stay in the closet for the rest of my life
it sucks because i feel as though it should be my own choice who i tell...
my parents say that lgbt literature is banned from my house, they say that i am not allowed to date anyone, they refuse to even discuss my interests in being a gay rights activist, and they seem to think that being gay is a sin and that i am going to hell unless i become straight.
what the fudge am i supposed to do.
Hey everyone. It's 12/13/12. I am now 15 as of November 30th. I'm going to start there :)