Heal the World

underdarkness — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 02:14:25 -0500

What is the destiny of a Nation?
One Nation, under…. What?
The people calling for change
United for a common voice.
It was thought by some that
Nothing could amend,
The world was set at one pace.

For opportunities ,
To the wounded mothers
of fallen soldiers.
To unsung veterans, left in hell.
And may the helm of a torn document
Glow.
May the bounties of a wealthy nation
Flow.

Exodus

underdarkness — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 05:02:26 -0400

When you’re gone
They’re still fighting with their bullets
Until another inch is stolen,
Stay.
With the peal of the radio
Telling us who’s winning.
And the crowd is silent -
But they’re screaming in your head.

So they say that they see
The endearing mental illness
Of the direction.
Still, they fall, still they die,
They are dying.
And the crowd is fighting -

He told me he loves me

underdarkness — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 01:27:19 -0400

And I love him back.

Ah, it seems too early in our relationship for that. We've only been together for three months... but, I really do. I love him.

Erebus in the Outer Darkness

underdarkness — Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:10:02 -0400

The shadow of night washed over me
and I realized I had never before looked properly at darkness.
Not with my eyes, in any case.
There is something cleaner in the darkness than in the light;
Something... unstained by the light of day.

The lights of the city, however, broke my conscious dream
as I glanced back towards it and wished it were gone.

Blue Collar Jesus

underdarkness — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 15:17:46 -0400

Wretched sinners,
give unto me.
For fags are aplenty
and drugs are for free.
The niggers are rising,
the “sheenies, green” fed.
The “chinks” coming over,
the “A-rabs” are dead.
The US is falling
to a moral unwell
Faggots fighting for freedom,
please don't ask, don't tell.
The “Christians” are arguing
divide of church and of state.
My God believes in free will

Virginity is Over-rated!

underdarkness — Sun, 03 Feb 2008 02:05:50 -0500

So, it was my first time, right. It wasn't quite what I had expected it to be. It kind of sucked, come to think of it. No pun intended, of course. Hell, if I want to pun it up I'll do better than that.

Prayerful

underdarkness — Tue, 18 Dec 2007 00:52:22 -0500

Last night I
climbed to the seventh
storey,
being a noteworthy
number I figured I
may find something
motivating.
little else than a
flier and a
used condom,
hanging from the
handrail
waving in the wind
like the American
flag.
Ah…
the stimulus of it.

I'm in love! Erm... again!

underdarkness — Sun, 11 Nov 2007 21:32:45 -0500

I broke up with my last boyfriend right before coming to college. Mainly because he couldn't deal with me not wanting to sleep with him. I guess I'm just not ready for that type of thing right now. I mean, hell, I had only been with him for a month before he wanted to have sex with me. Ahh. Well, love comes, love goes. That said...

It Has a Core

underdarkness — Tue, 30 Oct 2007 18:47:34 -0400

Such a simple thing
seems so
attractive.
It takes a sort of
deliberation;
a contemplation
of the fixation.
It eats at you,
effectively,
working into your
mind.
There is nothing else
while all else
continues.
It does not fear
this thing called
loss,
nor does it
embrace it.
It isn’t hard to
glorify the
act.
Rather easy to
abridge the
act;
to make it
mindless.

How I Despise Thee

underdarkness — Thu, 18 Oct 2007 02:55:37 -0400

I tried writing a meaningful poem and came up with this instead

I hate you
Red squiggly line.
You make me realize
I’m wrong,
Even when
I’m not.
I stand firm to the idea
That ‘Strategery’
Is a word.

I especially hate you
Green squiggly line.
You are always wrong
And yet,
You try to correct me.
Fragmented thoughts are
Intriguing.

I want to perforate you,

Redeemer

underdarkness — Wed, 10 Oct 2007 17:49:23 -0400

Baron of Light,
King of Slay,
Forever to guide.
Your face,
hidden
under mask,
Such a rare and secret jewel.
As all are trained before
we know,
The light will always settle.
Just call upon,
if class is right,
Unless you’re lead astray.
A silhouette is seen
in radiance.
Forget the crowd,
for they’ll not care,
And gawk at true life’s troubles.
None remain,

Enigmatic, as you are

underdarkness — Sat, 29 Sep 2007 21:21:40 -0400

Masks of you
Are finding their way into my
character.
I can’t
break
away from the way I feel about you.
I tried.
There’s just something
in that smile,
In your useless information,
In the way you
view the world.
It’s more…
It’s this feeling that I can’t
break.
It’s in your blatant
honesty,
The way you make me feel
When you’re around.
With you I feel better,

Obsession

underdarkness — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 16:11:44 -0400

Vagueness is key.
That is, of course
if you dream to be comprehensible.
Organic in fashion
Wrought of old
and new.
Customs binding,
lacking subtlety.
Fearless,
if nothing else.
Maddeningly simple.
Tastefully erotic.
The undulating agitation,
Taboo, such as all pleasures seem.
Sinister inequality.
Undeniably barbarian.
It creates a facet
of society –
a “Bohemian”
Society.

Tirade of Oblivion

underdarkness — Mon, 17 Sep 2007 13:17:46 -0400

Salvation, my comrade
Is but form in the function of a word,
Which may be,
Or may not be,
Vague and unperceivable.
Raving, it’s explicable.
If you have reason to be unhappy,
It’s understandable.
If you have no reason to be unhappy,
It’s curable.
How we perceive happiness
Greatly affects our own,
Whether medicated or otherwise.
And yet it’s obligatory.

I love being gay.

underdarkness — Fri, 03 Aug 2007 15:25:15 -0400

After reading GayNow's journal entry, I had to write this in return

I love being gay because...
- It has made me more socially accepting
- I am truly a more enlightened person because of it
- It gives me a reason to avoid stupid people
- It makes me part of the new civil rights movement
- It has given me a perspective that most people don't have
- Gay sex is totally hot