Hey every one who live near santa rosa california, we are having a gay prom at chops teen center on may 25th 7-9 no $ required. any ages under 19
ya i have been crying a lot to like a ton!!! you know that gurl i was talking about?? well i have liked her for 2 years. and she is a total bitch!!! i dont know why but know matter what she does i cant hate her! i really wish i did it would be so much esier!! she will hug me and then just walk away and totaly egnore me. but that is what i look forward to most every day is that one moment in her arms. i dont want to let go!!! i wish i didnt have to. but then at the same time she makes me so fucking pissed. or so sad i feel like shit kinda like right now. i am starting to like her less then before but it hurts really bad coming to the realization that we dont have a chance together.
i know i dont need a girlfriend ... but it feels like i do. i just want to be loved ad to know that some one loves me like i love them. as stupid as it sounds i just dont think that will ever happen for me. when ever i fall for someone they are either, straight, taken, or just not interested. why?? i have lots of friends so i must have a fun personality. and im not ugly! so whats wrong with me???? all anyone ever wants wants to do is hurt me. and i dont know why!!!! hmmm its so depressing. i need to get out there more and let people know what i want. at least thats what i think... if you have any advice go ahead and give it. thank you,
ok so a lot of people at my school do not belive that i am a lesbian becouse the year before i came out i went on some kind of slut rampage. i had to prove to myself that i was normal . i would constently tell myself im straight. but i needed more so i was just a flat out whore i made out with any gu that wanted to and i hated it but pretended not to so people would think i was straight . i was so scared that people could see right through me. i finally decided to be honest with myself and come out to myself before i did to any one else. the first person i told was my mom. then from there i just kinda spilled to anyone that would talk to me. but nno one understood they all thoughti was trying to cover for my slutty rep. so i kinda screwed myself over. o well it doesnt really matter since i am moving skewls and countys. please give your impoot . thank you
2 days ago she finally broke up with her boyfriend. as she told me i tried to hide the fact that i had been waiting for this moment for the last year.i huged her and sayed i was sorry as sympathetically as i could. she recked the moment as fast as she had made it . she blurted out . i cant wait for nick to ask me out ! grrrrr what the hell??? i hate this why does she do this to me i wish i hated her i just want to be over this i know it would be the best thing for both of us but, i cant help myself every time i see her i just want to hold her. most of all i want to tell the entire world that she is MY girlfriend and that she loes me as much as i love her. but that will never happen. wh? becouse i just found out that i am moving to ukiah wich is like an hour from were i am now and she is moving to windsor. so after this school year i will probably ever see her again. i need to find some one else to love or even just some one to have a fling with i just have to get my mind off of her or ill explode!!all i want is some one to love me and i know she doesnt and i know that if she wanted me she would go for me. and she hasnt.... i feel like shit!!!!!!!!!
is any 1 here from ukiah california? if you are please talk to me! i have to move ther and i dont think there is a GSA at the high school or in town so if you know please help!!
ok so i was walking down the hall with my gf- now x- and this group of preps walk up behind us and caugh "lezbo's" i turned arouned and couaghed "straight!"
i dont understand why they think that would insalt me!! thats just the way i am!! i was born liking the same sex, they were born liking the opp. sex. why dont they get that??
so there is this girl at my skewl that i have been madly in luv with for 2 years. she knows about it to. but she has a boy friend who is allso my friend. i it is sooo miserable to stand there while they are all over eachother. . she is bi... but she is only out to like 2 people. i am a rare species at my school no one else knows wat they are or wat they want for that matter. I just wish she were lez and wanted me as bad as i want her.
I was walking down the hall during 6th period when this stupid kid standing around with about 10 of his friends looks at me and yells.."hey,sam are you a DIKE!" i turned arouned and flipped him off. dont get me wrong, i am proud to be a lesbian if he would have asked me hey same are you a lez? i would have sayed ya so??? or somthing like that ( by the way everyone knows im lesbian) but i dont know what i should have done becouse i know i handled the situation wrong!