The phone rings three time a day
Four times in the afternoon
And ten times that when the sun goes down
Man I wish he only knew
That he no longer has claim over you
But yet he calls all the time
Three times in the morning
Four times in the afternoon
And ten times that when the sun goes down
I though you would have told him
But it I guess its my luck
I told you "T"
That's what happens when you fuck

Yeah maybe I lie,cheat, and steal
But that doesn't mean I can't feel
One day maybe I could learn to love again
But right now I aching at the lost of my best friend
I've seen the things you tried to hide from me
But now you say your sorry
For what you did to me
And you hope that one day we could be us again
Yeah one day maybe, but only as friends
That's all I have to say to you
Don't write me anymore

School sucks(not really), its just that my close friends don't really
understand what goes on in my head, while my so not so close
friends can see right through me. My close friend Tierra said "Why are you soafraid of what others will think, aren't you the one who told us it
doesn't matter what people say, just as long as you are true to yourself?" (I wish I hadn't told her that) Anyway, in the end she called me of all things a hypocrite, and a damn wuss! She also said to stop worrying over what the "preps" will say, and just buck up.

I am guilty
theres no one else to blame
I allow myself
to play this game
I don't play very well
I kinda suck
Yet in the end
I survive with luck
Yet I'm still here
Playing her game
Lie, cheat, and steal
is the way she plays
I lose every time
why does she do me this way
I can't figure out
what it is about her
that makes her so great
For all I see is the pleasure
she gets from others aches