I am too needy, and need help before I destroy myself and this relationship

frizzfro45 — Sun, 13 Jan 2008 02:42:20 +0300

I am too clingy with my girlfriend. I know this, and I am afraid of it affecting anything more than it already has. I know I need to back off and not care so much, not be so needy of her. I have always been clingy though, To just one person. Even from when I was little. I have this fear of rejection, failure, and being vulnerable. I have let her in more than any one, even my mom.

opinions, what do you think?

frizzfro45 — Fri, 28 Sep 2007 07:06:40 +0400

I need to know what you guys think.

Scenario:
This girl feels she has to choose between being gay or straight. What do you think that means

Scenario:

WTF is up with ex girlfriends.......

frizzfro45 — Sun, 12 Aug 2007 09:00:40 +0400

What is up with ex-girlfriends. I am so sick of ex-girlfriends. First it was mine, going after my girlfriend. Now, now it's my girlfriends ex going after her. This is where I need help, advice, something. I love her with all my heart, soul, and everything else. I no longer have a heart, because it belongs to her, every part of it. She loves me, she loves me so much, and I know that.

stupid ex girlfriend...again

frizzfro45 — Wed, 11 Jul 2007 05:55:26 +0400

I don't know what is going on with me. I am so totally in love. It's been almost 6 months, and It just feels sooo incredibly right. But, I plan my day around her. I sit here and wait for her to call. I lay here and just wish she wasn't having a rough time. I feel like crying everytime I know she is.

Cops caught us in the back seat.................talking?

frizzfro45 — Thu, 29 Mar 2007 01:07:03 +0400

Okay, I guess I need a little help or something. I have this girlfriend, who I am totally in love with. Yes, I do know that there is a difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. I am not here to discuss whether i am in love with her or not, because I know how I feel, so we are moving onward. I am saying I am in love with her, and I need you to believe that for this.

When she smiles, I melt inside, but she looks at me with those eyes, I hate that she's capable of lies

frizzfro45 — Sat, 10 Mar 2007 23:11:44 +0300

Can somebody please tell me why i put myself through this almost every week??

I NEED HELP, she hates me, and is breaking my heart, again

frizzfro45 — Tue, 27 Feb 2007 00:30:00 +0300

for some reason, my ex girlfriend hates me. after all of the i love you's exchanged between us, her saying she will always love me, her saying we would always find eachother. She is the one who broke up with me, and now she's the one, once again, breaking my heart.

Are you a skittle?

frizzfro45 — Mon, 05 Feb 2007 01:16:51 +0300

* yes, of course i am a skittle\n* no, i am an m&m\n* wtf is a skittle and an m&m\n* \n* \n

it's amazing how things can change so fast

frizzfro45 — Mon, 05 Feb 2007 01:14:51 +0300

Once again, things change for the better. My gf broke up with me, i was sad, but i realize it was the best thing for me. Shortly after my heart was busted, it was fixed, returned to 110% better. I have a new girlfriend and she is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I love her soo much and i am sooooo happy with her and it is sooo great .

tore my heart like a piece of paper

frizzfro45 — Sun, 14 Jan 2007 21:20:34 +0300

She broke up with me. She stole my heart in the beginning, but i didn't know that she was going to rip it in half like it was a piece of paper. I wouldn't feel as horrible if she wasn't all over a guy right after she did it. Laughing and smiling, while i was crying my heart out, trying to keep my friend from killing her. I still love her, soooo much and am having problems getting over it.

Her grandpa tore her out of my arms, but not out of my heart

frizzfro45 — Mon, 08 Jan 2007 04:42:23 +0300

I can't handle this anymore. Her grandpa said she can't have any friends older than sophmore. I am a Junior, younger than a lot of sophmores. The only reason he said that, it's the only thing he can get me on. I think she should just tell him that we are in love, we are together, and he can't stop it, but she's too scared.

Rainbow flags held up high

frizzfro45 — Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:20:05 +0300

Let's move to Massachusettes,
or get married in New Jersey,
and suit our home state if they don't recognize,
Let's get married,
both of us in beautiful white gowns,
on some beach in some state,
that's accepting without frowns,
Let's hold hands in public,
and kiss outside on the street,
show the world we're not afraid,
but we'll cry in each other's arms,
and tremble inside,

happy, sad, both, confused

frizzfro45 — Sat, 23 Dec 2006 04:11:55 +0300

I broke up with my girlfriend, and already i have another one, Is that bad??

my heart in your hands, your tearing it like a piece of paper

frizzfro45 — Tue, 19 Dec 2006 02:13:18 +0300

I can't deal with this anymore. I told myself I wouldn't be the jealous type, well, that's hard when your girlfriend starts making out with her ex-boyfriend. I talked to her about it, she said that they were just really good friends, and I get that, I told her that she kissed him more than me, and she stopped kissing him, and kissed me more. That was good for about three days. I couldn't go to the dance on friday, and i bet if i would have gone, things would be different, but there's no way to really know. I heard that she slept with an older guy, a much older guy. I heard this from someone who she was hanging out with that night, who she confirmed she was hanging out with. I asked my gf about friday night, and she hasn't said anything about sleeping with that guy. Who would right? who in there right mind would tell her girlfriend that you slept with a guy. I really thought she would work, i really thought we would work, but it hasn't even been two weeks yet and she's already doing this and lying to me. I let it slide the first time, kissing her ex, but this is different, she didn't even know this guy she slept with. She went to far, and I can't forgive her for that. I love her, ya know, and I still wanna be friends, but I can't date her anymore, but i can't bring myself to break up with her, and bring it up. If i bring it up, she will get mad at her friend who told me, but if i don't break up with her, then it will just cause more heartache

believe in yourself

frizzfro45 — Wed, 13 Dec 2006 01:33:50 +0300

things get better, they get worse, but then they will always get better.
my gf has been like making out with her ex bf, i don't get it. I love her and all, but i don't think she's ready to date a girl yet. I sent her a message telling her to choose what she wants, to decide if she really is ready for a girlfriend yet, not sure if that was a bad idea, thinking it was actually but everything happens for a reason right. This girl called me out of the blue last night and called me though, and it was wierd. We met a while ago at a dance, and talked a little, but i mean, it surprised me. She is bi or lez, not sure which one, but she's awesome. I like her, she's nice. anyways, she called me, and we've been talking, and she just broke up with her gf and idk what's going on between me and mine right now, but whatever, and we are really getting along. It is funny because we both have the same favorite show and favorite song, which a lot of people around here haven't heard of or seen ya know, i love it. so, things are getting good, and bad, but i know they will get really good soon.