I'm feeling kind of lonely this evening:/.I don't know why really.Well all my friends were busy this evening and I was really just in the mood to hang out with someone,or chat or something.
I have been thinking a lot lately about what if's...What if I had never met certain people,done certain things.Where would I be right now.Not really in a negative I have so many regrets type of way.More in the I wonder what would have happened,out of curiosty type of way I think.
It is kind of late,and I should be going to bed soon,but I am wide awake.I haven't actually done anything all day to make me even remotely tired.I'm also listening to music which tends to wake me up.
I have been feeling weird lately.That sounds a bit vague.But I am not sure really how to describe my mood.Restless maybe.I am just bored of my life and how it is really.I think I would like to have more fun,and meet some new people.I have got into the habbit,or you could say rut of going to work,coming home and then spending hours online.If I have a day off I spend it going between playing guitar
Well I spent the past two days with my sister,just her and me,and I still didn't tell her I'm gay.I'm semi mad at myself for it,but at the same time something just didn't feel right to say it.She seemed a little distant or something,I can't quite put my finger on what it was.It has been over a month since I've seen her because she works away from home a lot,and this weekend was the first weekend w
There is a lot going on in my head right now.It seems like life is at a stand-still for me but at the same time I have all these things buzzing around my head.Hmm I don't think I am explaining this very well.
Just popping by to make a brief journal entry about my dilema with my friends.Friend A and friend B have had a falling out.It was pretty big and looks unlikily that they will be speaking again anytime this centuary.I am now in the awkward and uncomfortable situation of being somewhat in the middle.In my opinion friend B is the one completely in the woing and oweing a major apology to friend A.Howe
I keep starting to write journal entries the past few days every time I log in.But something seems to happen every single time to take me away from it to do something else.But now I am here writing,distraction free,I don't really know what I want to write about.So this may be a bit meandering.Or not even get posted for some random reason of my own distractions.
This is going to be a fairly brief entry.I just had to come on here and say I am ecstatic right now.I have just conquered a fear I have had since childhood.It may sound silly,but when I was horse-riding I used to become way too scared to take on big jumps...this fear progressed to any jump.BUT tonight I just did it.It's been well over 2 years since I went near a horse let alone sat on one.But I ju
I always seem to write journal entries on here at night.I am not sure why.Maybe I just like reflecting on the day once it's almost over.Jeeze I am really rambling right now.I was going to write in my own journal but I have run out of pages.So I came on here for some rambling.
*Takes breath* I think this is going to be a loooong journal.It is my birthday today.Woo and I might add a hu!I have reached the grand old age of 22.I think that is probably kind of old by this sites standards.But I don't think it qualifies me as an OAP in life in general!
Today I seen the coolest shirt tie combo in topman as I passed through with some friends on the way to topshop (they are beside each other)and I just wanted to buy it.But I was too scared to.Mainly coz I would be far too scared to look all dykey in public!!Maybe there is really a butch lesbian inside me screaming to get out lol.
Here I go again with another journal entry.I have never made so many journal entries in such a short space of time!I don't think my journal entries even have any continuity.I seem to jump from one thing to the next.I think it depends on my mood what I write about.I'm feeling all self reflective(I think that is the correct term) today.
My title is a question posed to me the other day.I have no idea of the answer.
I can't sleep.I have to be up in four and a half hours to go to work:( I'm really not enjoying my job.Don't get me wrong I am very glad to have it as it provides money for goods and services.But it is mind numbingly boring.That is all I have to say now.I just thought I'd share.On the plus side I get paid today woo!