shit i jinxed my luck with my other journel entry
so yesterday right after i write the last journel entry i went to this mandodtory
singing audition and failed so bad it hurt
and now my girlfriends telling me she might like someone more than me
shit shit shit shit
uggg i just jinxed my luck
shit and now im kinda deppressed again
shit

hi oasians
its been a while since ive written anything and i just thought i might
update you guys,
im not really deppressed anymore and my homeopath has me on some new remedy
thats working really well and i havent had a migraine in weeks
i now have a girlfriend who is uber rad
i might be trasferiing school caus i hate the current on
so yeah my life seems to have finnaly stoped getting worse

any suggestions on how to feel undepressed .
my dad died a couple months ago and i had been doing great but i know this soons really wierd
but when i get phisically hurt (like headaches bloodtest etc) i get really emotionally upset.
lioke in enlish class today i started crying becaus my head really hurt and ive had a really really shitty
week . imean i wasnt crying cring but tears were coming out of my eyes it all started

frist thing in case you havnt checked out their is a google video that has bush
singing sunday bloody sunday funniest thing ever
second the band nickel creek is breaking up (tear)

so ihavent been on for a couple months a lot of crzy shits happen.
on juhne 15 my dad died of an apprent mass heart attack in afgahnastan he was only 41
he didnt smoke and was in perfect health its reaally strange.
the furneral was raelly nice though and my bestfriend playde gutiar to "in my life"
then iwent to puerto rico caus thas were my mos from and tha camp.camp was hard for
isufferd from insomnia and i lost substential wieght because i cant eat but in a way ccamp was a good

okay so i am feeling better than i was last time i wrote. the docter gave me n' inhaler they
think i might have athletic asthma , the inhalers realy helping :)
but life gives me yet another dilema .
soo im reaaaaaly good freinds with this girl and shes been like a sister to me like when
mom was really she let me stay at her house for like a couple weeks on and off and i slept in her

god ive had a horrible year my dad got deployed and my mom really hasnt been the same since
she and my bro get upset at like the drop off a pinprick and i ve been mysteriosly sick
for like 6 months and the fucking docters say i am probelly depresed well if anything i m
deppressed becuase i got migraines twice a week that ussally only goes away with furanel
and sometimes my stoumach will hurts soo bad that i go week a week barly eating but the worts

hi i am new i was wodering is there anyone else out their is 14
or close to that age please write me