"...time will reveal"
well i just got home bout an hr ago from work and i'm beat...my boss wanted to literally keep me a lil longer than the hr after i was supposed to leave but i had to get out of there, people kept on coming in nonstop and it was crazy which isnt unusual but i wasnt in the mood to work cause of my lack of sleep lately.
"...your the only one for me"
...on this cold early morning day!
So i came back from a run bout an hour and a half ago...its been awhile lol. I'm so out of shape its not funny but i laugh hah. But i realized that i need to start now if i want to be in shape when i go to basic training or imma die X).
Haha...what is? What else?...weed! But thats in the past...no more drugs for me. i've done the unthinkable and pretty much signed my life away (one more thing to do now)...i done it and joined the air national guard, all thats left is swearing in officially. Why did i want to join?
This is my first time on in...a looong time. i miss coming on and reading everyone's journals and making my own entries. SO...how has everyone been? i miss you all!!!! Been real busy...keeping up with school, getting ready for college, & working 2 jobs. but it's all good hehe.
Ok. So...bout a week ago i was so excited bout that new tila tequila show coming (still am lol). I missed the day it started and stuff, so i'm all bummed out that i missed it. I went on google to search and see if i can just find out more before tuesday when its playing and i jus find a bunch of blogs and articles about it debuting and stuff.
i wish i was on more often, but it's so hard without a computer.
i bet i missed out on a lot right?/?
well. hopefully with my new job and all.
i can get a new laptop and come on everyday like before :)
Jamba Juice is my new employer.
although i am still employed with the carnival lol.
i got hired the same day as my interview.
its really fun working there and stuff.
well. i got the morning-after pill today & i took it. i had like mostly all the symptoms that you know that it's working lol. but my friend is so stupid 'cause you know how you take the first pill then you take the second one 12 hours later?
...a good korean drama.
i lovee' korean dramas :D
....oh here she comes, watch out boy she'll chew you up.
well. idk what happens now. this is our little short conversation;
him; are you ok?
him; what's the matter? ):
me; to be honest. i'll talk to you later about it.
him; :/ ok
him; is it something about us?
me; it has to do with me but it does involve us.
...from love. <3
i've been thinking a lot. maybe it's because i'm stuck.
stuck between a rock and a hard place. do i stay or do i go?
i feel like i'm in too deep that i can't just leave.
but i also feel that if i stay any longer the hurt will be much worse.
why did he have to like me? why did i have to get to know him?
why am i too damn nice?
i got to see it today with my friend, Lei. i loved it! OMG i swear Daniel Radcliffe is soooo EW. i was so glad that i had Emma Watson and Katie Leung to look at XD. i've been watching a lot of movies this summer...very very interesting. i've watched;
&&& Harry Potter
i know i haven't been on for awhile. i'm so sorry.
it just sucks not having my computer anymore. really REALLY sucks.
i think though that i have also become a very very uninteresting person now. like yeah. nothing is new. nothing has happened.
except...the boyfriend. the famous "oh my god you have a boyfriend". yup. i should be happy. i guess...at times....i am happy.