well me and my bf of 8 months broke up and now have been single for over a month.. really sux.. i think im doing ok though.. life never ceases to amaze me.. so here i am trying to patch my life up once more.. found out that i might have to get 2 of my teeth removed and my seizures are getting worse.. life goes on..

ill talk more later,
sorry i have been less active for quite awhile..

ttyl,

i dont understand why people have to do the things they do.. and why no matter what happens i am always to blame.. you would think i am going through enough trouble with coming out for him to stop his tormenting.. but owhell i prolly deserve it..

type more later,
Chad

I ran into so many friends today its really strange.. I had to go see my councelor today, it wasnt to bad.. She tried to tell me I have a bad drug problem and I am abusing alcohol cuz I have a high tolerance.. I swear they make up things just to keep you trapped.. well I dunno, I had a bout of Insomnia and i havent slept in 24 hours of more.. i think i better go to bed soon..

so im outta here most likely for the night...

i was so nervous when i told her.. she was totally cool with
it.. she told me she has a friend named J and hes a bit like me
and she plans to introduce us.. i sure hope that maybe we
can help each other out a bit.. would be awesome..
im still very skeptic about my family though, i am worried
about what they may say about me.. well i will be going to see
a councelor on monday.. i sure hope maybe they can help me...