Dear Dad

scandalboy — Sun, 07 Sep 2008 00:42:42 -0400

It's Father's Day. And I really don't care. I know I should, and I feel guilty because I don't.

I'm sick of trying. Trying to like you, trying hard to get along with you, trying not to let you get to me, trying not to snap at you. I love you, I really do. But it's too hard and I have enough difficulties without you bustling your way into my life and making it hard for everyone around you.

What's going on?!

scandalboy — Sat, 06 Sep 2008 07:39:39 -0400

So much stuff. I saw Tropic Thunder tonight. The only funny bit was the Azaria Chamberlain reference..." Mother lost a baby. That really happened."

I'm watching The Wizard of Oz right now.

get ur priorities right!

scandalboy — Mon, 01 Sep 2008 07:06:15 -0400

i just got told by my mum to get my priorities right. because i forgot to go into centrelink to pick up my lousy fucking $50 a fortnight. but i find the time to socialise. never mind the fact that i have uni all day on the day i am supposed to report. or that the only reason i see my friends once or twice a week is so i dont explode with stress over my assignments.

tired and sad on the western front.

scandalboy — Sun, 31 Aug 2008 11:07:15 -0400

i think the loneliest time is 1am. everyone else is in bed, asleep. they won't answer ur text messages. won't comment u back on myspace.

and i think i've underestimated my english essay. it looks scary.

Everybody wants the same thing

scandalboy — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 13:51:14 -0400

just listening to the song, thought it would make a nice title.

Why I love Wicked.

scandalboy — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 20:51:11 -0400

I think it's basically that "outsider" thing that I relate to so well (I think most of us do :P). Elphaba is green (can you think of another G word?) and it makes her stand alone from her peers. She's been bullied and ostracized all her life for it, but still manages to have a certain strength about herself.

I finally saw Wicked, and cried!

scandalboy — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 19:44:17 -0400

I flew to melbourne this weekend to see Wicked! IT IS THE MOST AMAZING SHOW EVER!!!! I totally loved it! i'm still just so happy i can't descibe it! i wish i could see it every night lol i've known about the show for a looooong time, and listened to the broadway soundtrack 234234534265234789876543 times that finally seeing it was a dream come true! god i am so happy still, i'm obsessed!

"Oh wow, yeah." - Cassie, Skins.

scandalboy — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 09:37:39 -0400

I love Skins. I was a fairly devoted viewer when it was on SBS, but then series 2 finished. So I went out and bought the first series on DVD. and not i'm obsessed. I love it. I love it all.

tom hanks on oprah.

scandalboy — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 23:17:13 -0400

he's so loud and obnoxious. but watching oprah is better than leaving the house. i need to buy some blank CDs, i'll do it later. at the moment im catching up.

so i need to bring in examples of things that inspire me to playmaking tomorrow. i've got extracts from "Party Monster". I'll get some materical from John Waters, and i need to burn a cd of music. thats what the blanks are needed for.

Listen to last year's musical soundtrack and cry.

scandalboy — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 11:31:09 -0400

There should be a warning written on the cd that states so. i could probably do it myself. i probably should. im listening to a copy of the broadway recording of "thoroughly modern millie" that was given to us last year prior to rehearsals starting. and it just makes me sad, but also happy cos the songs are just beautiful, lush, broadway noise. but sad cos of the memories they bring up.

university makes me cry.

scandalboy — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 08:02:52 -0400

i had the worst fucking week last week. i hope to god the coming week will be easier! so many wankers in my drama classes... but in 12 weeks, it will all be over.

so grease has come and gone (i was assistant director), as has my crush on danny zuko. the poor kid is so mixed up, i just dont need that.

running with scissors

scandalboy — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 09:03:24 -0400

i'm running with scissors, bitch.

the boys collective

scandalboy — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 06:30:39 -0400

Ok. The past two nights I have been dreaming about every boy I've ever had feelings for. Two nights ago I had an extremely hot sex dream about Mike. And last night, a boy I fell pretty hard for featured prominently in my dreams. And the boy I had a crush on a week or so ago was the guest star in my afternoon nap. I have no idea what my subconscious is trying to tell me.

family ties and cut loose

scandalboy — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 02:17:48 -0400

my family gives me the shits at the moment. that's normal right?

Giving Up

scandalboy — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 23:54:38 -0400

i had a crush on a boy. My first real crush since A and I broke up three months ago. He is so sweet, and funny and cute. I'm the assistant director for my former school's production of Grease, and he is playing Danny, and he's so talented!