To cut to the quick, since my last entry, my crush has become a fair bit straighter and deprived me of our juicy eye connectivity, except for once in a while. At the end of last week, I didn't have much chance to talk to him, and when I would've, he was blithering on about CARS and 'straight boy' such to some guys in the class.
I got an iPod yay. I've been wanting one more badly than before for weeks, I had planned on waiting it out, but my dad in his eternal big spender role was content to purchase so yay.
I feel like I can hardly type as fast as I was thinking just now and thinking that way that I love to think, and I love to see others think. That feeling of buoyancy and love and friendship and not bliss but HAPPINESS that engulfed me and is still spreading through my skin.
The Chronicles of Hot Summer School Boy continue! And yes, you can call Hot Summer School Boy either me or eye-eye-eye (you get the pun, right?) boy.
So the boy who I feign for revealed his GF's name not hesitantly but not immediately when I asked. We were also talking and he kept the eye contact going just like days before and was sooo pepped about the subject we were talking about, I ALMOST asked: Are you getting laid? Is your girlfriend really a male and you're going on your first date? Are you lying???
So I was talking to summer school crush today (yeah, we're at that stage woo!) and he was pretty peppy and making full on eye contact with me, and I'm glad I got into the vibe and went into movies and a certain one and if he was going, and he said no. He asked if I was... and I said I might be, but I'd want to go with a friend. Brown eyes perk up here, and I swear to God...
Hmm, maybe this'll be the name OF my future novel. Anyway, boy who is oh-so-attractive, not muscular per say, but nicely built and has brown hair and awesome brown eyes who was connecting with me from a previous entry... seems reeeeeally straight :(
Well, just *one* summer school boy! Tehehe. This would be SUCH a good chapter title for a book in the life of a gay teen... maybe if I go into journalism I'll use it.
I've always thought about growing up and going to school in Toronto, which I've lived relatively close to for the majority of my life, or vacationed to for most of it at least. Toronto has a thriving gay community, Canada is very GLBT friendly compared to many other countries, and Canada is home. I plan to go to post-secondary edu. for over 5 years though (hopefully under a decade however).
So in a previous entry I mentioned my hottie crush who happens to be a year ahead of me and in one of my classes. And he's actually doing 1% better than me in that class so he's SMART yay.
Anyway, today I had two exams and had planned on striking up a random convo and asking for his number on the premise of just in case, or if you want to do anything over the summer...
For some reason concentrate looks spelled incorrectly to me... Canadian power! I had an exam today and it was SOOOOO long and my crush was a few seats ahead of me and I wanted to say something when I was leaving/ask to hang out over the summer, but DAMN the busses and the long exam I had to dash out to get home at all!
I posted this in the tech spot, but I've been trying to find a solution to the slow internet for myself for the past several days so am copying that post here for help!
So I went driving ala driving school program tonight and the driving instructor was sort of weird... we were talking fine at first, and then semi-awkward silence and me just asking obvious questions for the hell of it.
So I went to the dentist today, got some fillings, they numbed my mouth and now my eye isn't quite OOZING, but every few minutes it gets a bit goopy and UGH. I was somewhat fluish a few days ago and day before, but it was going away all nice and good and now I'm afraid to go to sleep in case my eye oozes shut or I go blind. EVIL DENTIST. And of course, my mom says we'll deal with it tomorrow.