HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH ok so this is a great video you should all watch it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyqY8UmHj_4

but anyways that's not why i wanted to jounal today. i just wanted to take the time to tell you all how i'm doing lately. now please note that i'm not trying to make anyone depressed or anything because my life is so amazing right now, but i just wanted to express my sheer extasy with my new man. well since my last entry we've found ourselves in a committed relationship! YAY!!!!! this really is the happiest i have ever been in my life, and even though i've only known him for a few weeks, it feels like we were really made for one another. yeah i know it's cliche but i don't give a shit what you think. : P so yeah i just wanted to tell you how happy i am and that i have a boyfriend who i would do pretty much anything for. OOOO i'm facepainting for my GSA tomorrow! just thought that i'd add that in too! : D

Yes i just thought I'd tell you all that there is a new man in my life! his name is kevin and he's incredibly sexy and funny and sweet and i really really like him so hopefully our relationship will develop into something more than it already is! so yeah i spent 8 hours with him on friday, then 16 on saturday so we've been pretty close. : ) well just thought i'd let you all know so you don't think i'm still sada bout the whole kip thing.

Money makes za world go around! LOL Sorry I LOVE that movie (Cabaret)!!!!! so yeah what to talk about??? um still no prom date but i don't really care anymore! even though i have gotten several offers from women, but it's just that i wanna go with a guy not a girl so i'm not gonna compramise my ideals. on the bright side though i did order my tux and in the process became a representitive for the Men's Wherehouse! so i get to give people 10% discounts AND if i get 10 people to show up with the discount cards i get my tux for FREE : D hmmm lets see what else is new... i told you guys i'm going to UW (university of washington) right? that's gonna be sweeeeeet! i was born there you know? yep yep native seattilite!!! so awesome! OH i'm taking my IB tests for another two weeks! already have taken 3 (english, psychology, and math) I FUCKING TANKED THAT MATH TEST!!!! so now i have to get really good scores on my other papers in order to make up for it! but that'll be fine! besides i don't even care if i get the fucking diploma anyways! i'm going to UNIVERSITY!!!! MWAH HAHAHAHAH sorry i'm hyper! OOOO BTW SEATTLE PRIDE IS ON!!!

SEATTLE, JUNE 23, 2007
11:00 AM - 1:00 PM : RAISE YOUR VOICE MARCH ON BROADWAY
NOON - DARK : RALLY AND PRIDE FESTIVAL IN VOLUNTEER PARK
AFTER DARK : THREE DOLLAR BILL CINEMA FILM SCREENING IN VOLUNTEER PARK

SUNDAY, JUNE 24, 2007
11:00 AM - 2:00 PM SEATTLE PRIDE PARADE ON 4TH AVENUE DOWNTOWN

Hey everyone! well i just found out on sunday that the guy i liked didn't return the sentiment, largely due to the fact that he had found a new guy over said weekend. but instead of being distraught, as i usually am in these sort of situations, i just took a step back and realized that it was pointless to pine over something that could never be, and that i shouldn't wish for something that cannot ever be. this led to a series of realizations about how i've just been worrying and frittling my life away worrying about impressing people, especially guys. so ultimately what i came to realize is that i am supremely fantabulous and that i shouldn't let people or things get me down! so that's led to my ressurection of my old positive self! so YAY for me!!!! loL!!!!!! so yeah me and the guy are gonna keep being friends because nothing really physical came between us, and i think that's best for the both of us. but i'm really glad he told me so that i can refocus my attentions on looking for someone who actually wants and loves me. so if you know anyone interested let me know! ; D HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA just kidding!! I'm not that desperate! and i LOATHE set-ups! so anways i'm tired so i'm gonna grab a few winks before i have to do some homework! caio my lovlies!

~Hyacinthus

P.S. WTF IS UP WITH SEATTLE PRIDE???

YEP YEP go cheek out my new forum post!!! Info about Dine out for Life which is on this Thursday for all you in Washington State!

Yeah so i just got finished with my night of tolo (is like a dance where girls pay for everything and you dress up like twins) so i wasn't planning on going but then last night was Night of Noise and so I went to Gameworks in Seattle to party it up...though since i'm a pansy i didn't really try and meet anyone because as i mentioned in my last post i'm kinda really interested in this guy who's incredibly hot and sweet and talented and i don't see why he'd go out with me but we'll just have to see. yeah um if you can't tell i'm really tired right now so when i'm tired i write in stream of consciousness...yeah. anyways so i drove my friend rachel to night of noise and it was really fun. we played all the games and chatted a bit. but in the end we realized that it really wasn't out scene so we decided to go see a movie. (land of women btw and it was excellent) so basically throughout the entire experience we really bonded and just opened up about everything in our lives. it really was amazing, so then she asked me to tolo because it was her goal this year to go to every school dance. so although i was initially hesitant i decided to go because i'm tired of staying in my box. so because we're totally awesome we decided to go as Will and Grace (i'll post a pic on myspace for alls you that have me) and that was funny because we were the most dressed up people there since i was wearing a suit. so anyways we got really bored because we didn't want to dry hump because that's not my thing...at least not with a girl...and only with a guy i like. ooo but beforehand we went to azteca (which is like a mexican food place) and had a great meal. but what was funny was that at the end it turns out some guy at the bar picked up our check. yeah so i was like wtf??? but it turns out that it was the husband of this woman that rachel and he mother had met when they were delayed for like 6 hours coming back from disneyland. so i was like yay i don't have to pay. so yeah then we went to the dance and got disenchanted with it but we made up for it by coming up with the genius idea to have a leonardo di caprio marathon, so we rented the departed, basketball diaries, and blood diamond but only ended up watching basketball diaries because it was like 1:30AM when it finished. anways so yeah i've had lots of fun the past two days and now i'm really tired so i'm gonna go to bed and yeah...night.

HI EVERYBODY!!!!! I'M BAAAAACK!!!! : p Yep yep, Hyacinthus is back with quite a long story. Well for the past few months i've been pretty down because of lack of boyfriend and whatnot, but this last spring break (last week) this guy i used to know because he worked with my best friend sent me a message on dlist and so we got together to see a movie and we ended up hitting it off. so yeah i REALLY REALLY like him, but i don't know how he feels about me.... anyways so yeah! i'm gonna start posting more and commenting more so hit me up if you've got something to talk about! i'm always open for talk!

Awww the guy in the vid reminds me of myself...a hopeless romantic who always meets the wrong guys! It's a French Public Service Announcement on AIDS.

Stupid calculus...just bombed it... I just don't know what I'm going to do about that class. If I can't get my schedule changed I'm just going to go out of my mind!! That teacher and I do not get along, mainly because I take longer to get math than he's willing to spend in class. I really want to get my old math period back, because the other calc teacher is really sweet, and approachable, and willing to help no matter what. But knowing the office they won't change my schedule, and I'll continue to be miserable. It's funny how one little thing can launch you into depression isn't it? Right now it just feels like I need someone to comfort me, but since no one has my lunch I don't have anyone.

hi just thought i'd say hi! there's a big essay due next monday so i doubt i'll be posting anymore this weekend...but it's possible. today was really fun because i went to a party thrown by a teacher and good friend of mine. Actually, I occasionally teach his class...a remarkable opportunity for a high school senior that i surely will never be able to thank him for enough. So the party was kinda a dinner/slideshow about the his school's (my old school's) principal's last trip to Mali. So that was pretty good, but what was amazing was that I got to talk to former students, parents, and other teachers that I haven't seen or talked to in the longest time. Anyways I just wanted to get that out! OH and P.S. anyone who lives in Western Washington should go to the Brent Hartinger reading of the play adaption of his bood "Geography Club" on Feb 12 at the Tacoma Actor's Guild!!!! It's supposed to be great!!! I really hope I can convince the rest of my GSA to come with me! Yeah....so I'm pretty tired...and really worried about this guy I really like who I haven't talked to in 2 days, and who last time I talked to him had a temperature of 104 that had spiked earlier that day to 107. Soooo yeah i'm stressed because of the essay, worried because i love him, and tired because i'm just always tired. So i bid you all adieu. If you comment great, if not whatever, it's not like anyone does anymore. Caio

Heee heee sorry felt like posting something in spanish. Anways just wanted to give an update! Sorry I haven't been online in soooo long but I've been crazy busy. I just love the new site Adrian and Jeff!!!! You two have really outdone yourselves, and I can't wait till the new site launches too! So lets see what's new with Hyacinthus... oooo bombed a math test today... like REALLY REALLY bad so that made me sad. But this weekend was wierd because I spent it at a cemetary, then with my new boyfriend. So yeah apparently kill bill has some very naughty japanese things that he wouldn't tell me... lol!!! But yeah that was fun. Otherwise just stressing out about college apps and big project things for the IB program i'm in. OH OH OH and I got into Seattle U!!!!!!!!! One of my #1 choices (I have 2; Reed College and SU). Well I'm going to try to get back into the commenting and reading mood again soon here!!! Love ya guys!

did any of you take my quiz on myspace? because there's a name on there i'm not familiar with

I feel special...i'm the only member online right now. *does the happy dance* It's a bit lonely though...

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr supid windstorms.... knock out my power...cancel my date... *&*$&%$#^%$@#%$@%^#@! Ah that was cathartic... anyways fun stuff.... oo gay skate on monday! Everyone in seattle region should go!