Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez, I haven't writin in this thing for ages!!!!!!

Just wanted to say happy belated New Year to all. Didn't have any time to write coz I was busy enjoyin my holiday on Zanzibar Island. The sun,the surf,the sand,the clear blue sky(and the fine Italian dudes) all helped to rejuvinate me after one hell of a hectic term at school. Anyway,just wanted to say hi to all. Peace.

Hey to all. Just finished exams today so I have some free time on my hands. Well about the school. So I got here and me being me,I kinda stuck out(I'm not relly into the whole macho man thing which seems to be the way guys in this schol act). So people start talking behind my back,the whole,"Is he,or isn't he?". Some people just came and asked me upfront. I told them that whatever they thought,they should go 4 it. So that got people of my back. Now it aint so bad. Still get the weird looks or "the question" once in a while, but I just tell them that whatever they think is really no problem for me. I have two best friends who both know I am gay(Vimbai and Rodney).Other than that, the school is really nice(not saying it could go without improvement) and other than the homophobic jerks that are there, the people are pretty nice. Besides, sharing showers with really hot guys is Ultra-amazing;=)!!!!

Hey to all. Finally got access to internet. Will write more on new school later. Peace

Just wanted to say that I won't be here for a while coz of me goin to a new school(in Malawi). If they do allow us to use the computers there(it's a boarding school),I'll make sure to drop a message.Hugs and kisses to u all. Peace.

Today was quite a day. First of I had to go and get some blood tests and some ultrasound scans done coz I might have hepititis(God knows where from).Then as I get home, My aunt phones me to tell me she just got hi-jacked and got her purse stolen.She was okay though. The guys just broke a window and took her purse that was on the seat. So I sat at the police station with her whilst she filled out a report(I doubt they'll even get the guys who did it).

After two long,butt-breaking days of travelling,I'm back home. Apparently we have new $50 000 and $100 000 notes! Other than that nothing has changed. The thing is that my parents haven't brought up the issue of my sexuality yet(if anyone is wondering, I came out to my parents over the phone when they were here in Zimbabawe and I was in the States). I'm sure it will come up soon though,but I'm ready.

Well in a couple of hours I will be on a plane that's heading back to Zimbabwe. I really enjoyed my stay here in the States,but I guess it's my time to leave. Surprising thing is that I am not feeling home-sick,in fact I am depressed(sp) coz I have to leave. Anyway there is not much that I can do about that. So in two days time I will back home on Zimbabwean soil!

The last couple of weeks have been hell for me.I was outed by my uncle.I asked him if he would not tell my parents coz I didin't think they were ready for it,but the guy goes ahead and tells my mom and dad.Surprisingly my mom was cool with it(although she said it would take her some time to deal with),but my dad was like"it's just a phase your going through".I felt like saying YO,A PHASE IS LIKE A DAY OR A MONTH,NOT TWO FRIGGIN YEARS!I felt so pissed I didn't talk to anyone for a week.When I came back to my other uncle's house,he gives this me lecture about how not having a big d--k or not being popular doesnt mean your gay.

Today was,well,pretty boring. I spent most of the morning in deep slumber until round about tenish. However the day wasn't a complete yawn. I went to the airport to pick up my cousin's girlfriend/fiancee'/wife?(I don't really know who she is to him,so that explains the previous stuff,) My cousin's sister(Tha-my "identical" twin),drove us there. When we got there, I saw this amazing guy.HOOOOOOOT!!!!! I pointed out the guy to my cousin. She wasn't as drawn to the guy as I was. We sat down and I just kept oggeling(mind the spelling)at the guy. It was as if God had made my dream man. He was tall,well-built(by my own definition!) and handsome. Also, he looked like a bad boy(I'm attracted to guys like that). Meanwhile,Tha was drooling all over another guy who had come to pick up his girlfriend(she found out,much to her disappointment). Unfortunatly,"my man"(as Tha labelled him) had left with his mom(whom he had come to pick up). I didn't even have time to flirt(not that I would have coz I doubt He would have even given me the time of day).Tha was still in her own world,even after we had picked Mal up,so we didn't talk much on the subject. The surprising thing is that Tha is "dating" this guy called Rob, who she snuck out last night to see,and came back bad-mouthing him,only to call him back later and tell him how much she loved him(and she meant it!). She claims that it's just "a fling" but the amount of attention she gives this guy is amazing. She keeps asking me whether she should stick with him or not.What should I tell her?(NB:the first meeting he had with her parents i.e.her dad,really sucked,and swallowed! So did the second and the third!)Happy Martin Luther King Jr. day!Peace!