Yeah. On a side note... lesbians who have things against bi girls really make me want to cry sometimes.

Tonight was amazing. A girl from school invited me to her halloween party, which was made up of mostly lesbians. I say that about every event that has queer women in it, practically, but really, it was. I danced for a half-hour with a senior who is just gorgeous, and she said I was a good dancer :). Oh blog, shall I paint thee with eloquence, or simply speak my peace of head off to bed?

Not a hard question to answer.

Gay clubbing... I think one of the few things that has calmed me down. I feel so at home there. Gay clubs are one of the few places in which I feel I can truly explore this side of me... this side that is so natural and should have been explored so long ago but instead has been sitting in axious anticipation instead. Sometimes I feel like I'm just going to explode. When will it happen? Why can't I feel like it's possible to integrate this into my daily life? It makes me so freakin anxious, but I could never imagine giving up this attraction. It's such a part of who I am, and I love it because... well... when I'm finally able to express it, the elation I feel makes it worth it. -_-

bitchwhinemoangrrr

Here is the quote that sums up tonight:

"Ok. So here we are, coming home at 2 o'clock in the morning, and neither of us got laid."

[Context: Two timid queer freshmen set out on a Friday night to go to a GLBT party and hopefully satiate their burning, long-oppressed sexual desires. At 2 AM, they find themselves in the middle of the city, waiting for the bus and reflecting on the surrounding social scene into which they just can't seem to assimilate.]

=) this made me happy

We should rename it Desert or something.

... tick tock goes the thought process...

It's just the way it is. I can't really explain it to anyone that hasn't had the same experience, but what I can say is that I am sure of the fact that, on some basic human level, you can relate to me. Empathize. We ask heterosexuals to do it everyday, don't we?

You know what feels good? Hitting something really hard with a baseball bat. And then listening to it shatter beneath your wrath.

poured out my heart into a blog entry that got erased when i accidently hit a button.

this is my cue to crawl under the sheets and pretend that i'm not really here.

*waves hi to leisa*

You swim
Swim through my veins
Drown me
In your reign

Wash
Wash me clean
Mend my wounded seams
Cleanse my tarnished dreams

Ok... this has been driving me crazy forever:

Can someone please tell me the last name of this lesbian singer? Her name is something along the lines of "Michelle D'Angesomethingerother", and I can't remember the somethingerother part and it's making me crazy.

Thanks in advance. :oP

I love this movie

I'm obsessed with this song. Hope others enjoy it.