That is truly the question...

So today, there was a recruiting/ group trying to get people to come to GSA meetings @ school. their flyers have been up for about a month, advertising the new club, but I am still not sure if I want to go...

they meet on fridays @ 5 pm, when almost no one is even on campus anymore...but...it still seems risky. I mean, there are a lot of kids I knew still going to the local community college, albeit after this quarter, many of those kids are graduating and getting the heck out of there.

To start swimming again this week. Now, I know swimmerguy will laugh at me when he hears that I can barely swim 150 yards continuously, without screwing up my breathing and strokes, but it feels damn good to be in a pool again.

Let me back up. The local pool is in real financial struggle. And for local college students, they used to allow free use of the pool facilities...

In response to a post about top gun I made to a buddy going into the navy as an aviator! The first one is Quinten tarantino's take on why Top Gun is gay...the second...also, but funnier.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyN8VN4BSzM&feature=youtu.be

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6mTUZ_CwbU&feature=youtu.be

Gay Marriage...eventually, it will lead to perverts, beastiality, and other weird love addictions being legalized...

honestly one of the strangest commercials I have ever seen.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4anFpVsbSw&gclid=COTe1qP8l64CFdFdtgodki5...

I mean, why on earth can't they just leave people alone? A few years ago, they protested @ the washington state ferries, when the anything but marriage laws were being considered in olympia, and now...

Now they are planning to protest Braden and Charlie Powell's funeral on the day Chris Gregoire (governor of WA state) is expected to sign the bill allowing gay marriage? They are saying these boys were murdered by their father due to gay marriage passing! sickening thought!

at least there will be a counter-protest!

This first video is a buddy of mine last sunday, the second is of the World Champs? of drift triking? New sport to me, but it looks sooo fun!

40-60 mph, 6" off the ground, no brakes, or just a front brake, and drifting corners @ extremely high speeds!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxwaR_vuoew

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j56_YZvFsFs&feature=related

Looks so fun!

Is almost legalized. we are about to become the 7th state in the nation to legalize it...just has to go to greggo's desk monday, then it is official.

Got to admit, I am a bit torn on the issue. Under the state's anything but marriage law, that has been on the books for the past three years, a few friends I know who are in domestic partnerships may be getting the shaft.

For example. Rob and Jamie have been together for about 10 years, they got into a domestic partnership last year. Mainly for the life and death benefits, and stuff like that.

Shelby and Chad, ferrets, and any other evergreener's on here, how much snow did you guys get? I got about 6". and have been having fun on the neighbor's quads and on my mtn bikes riding around. supposed to melt tomorrow, but it's been one heck of a good week so far.

that, and crystal mtn had about a foot of new on sunday on south back country....hiked it a few times, and had some of the best pow I Have ridden in several years!

I need to get laid. been sooo fucking horny lately...for too long. Sorry if that was too much, but i really need to fucking get over myself, and get a boyfriend. even if I stay in the closet, I need to fucking find somebody.

I guess I got a taste of sex and love/ lust w/ rick awhile back, and now I feel like I need somebody, even though I hate being gay, and don't think I can really ever accept being a fag.

idk.

But if Newt Gingrich or Mitt become president, I am thinking of becoming a canadian citizen! They have better health care, riding, and jobs up there anyway...and the mountain terrain and trail building on public land attitudes are awesome, because everyone in BC rides or skis!

God do i feel fucking old. So in an hour, I turn 23...yep. 23. and I am still a neurotic, crazy drunken, borderline retarded individual @ times.

Today, it took me nearly 5 hours to move a cord of wood, cut it, and put in in the back, under our deck. too long. and it beat the shit out of me physically.

I mean, I am probably among the most outta shape young kids out there,. I am shocked! shocked, that I haven't died, passed out, or had a heart attack or stroke yet in my life.

Tonight was just like old times. It was one hell of a send off. First, the two families united for the memorial, hundreds of friends from chris' life showed up, and we all remembered him for all the good times.

Then, after a not-so-moving service by a convert-or-burn christian priest, who didn't even know Chris, we all headed over to the bar.

Shots, beers, food, and hours of chatter later, it was good to meet up w/ all my old friends, and even some enemies, from high school, drink to our lost buddy, and make up w/ some people I had left at odds with. Including my ex. She was there.

Bites the dust...

So it has been a hell of a last few months. I have had three kids I grew up around was decent friends with die. That brings the total to...well, 16 friends in 6 years...3 in the last six months.

What the hell, man? I mean, I used to be a fairly 'at risk' kid, I guess by some terms, but seems like kids around me just drop dead like flys.

So tonight, after a long day of riding and hanging out w/ some old hometown friends from high school (homophobes), I got home to a facebook status from my 'friend' of late...in a relationship...

I guess I should back up....we hooked up over memorial day weekend this year after months of IM's and flirting via facebook...then after that....nothing. a bit of contact here and there, but nothing really.

fast forward the last two weeks.

these guys are straight badass...

oh, and kinda hot too...

http://www.redbull.com/cs/Satellite/en_INT/Video/Summit-of-all-Fears--Cl...