drama? nooo, not again.

sugarmagnolia — Wed, 01 Oct 2008 04:29:03 -0400

wow, i haven't been on here forever, but i need somewhere to write where people aren't going to see it, but i sort of want her to see it, even though i don't want her to know i'm being all emo-y. whatever.

queers in history

sugarmagnolia — Thu, 15 Feb 2007 01:25:39 -0500

ok, so this is totally random, but when i logged in, the little google adsense thing said "queers in history" and i totally thought of the whole muppets thing that used to be on tv, that'd be like "pigs in space" and was just imagining a parody with queers instead. granted, the pigs in space things was a parody too. and now that i'm remembering most of you are like what, 13? 16?

yay for listing things we like ;)

sugarmagnolia — Wed, 14 Feb 2007 18:16:26 -0500

things that make me happy:

-talking to crushes-
-being gay-
-hanging out with gay people-
-chocolate-
-dancing-
-listening to music-
-coloring-
-good friends-
-pretty girls-
-girls in ties-
-girls in guys' jeans-
-star gazing (bit cold for that now though...)-
-playing outside-
-the funny things kids say-
-spring-
-swimming-
-girls in bikinis-

a bit of ranting and some happy

sugarmagnolia — Tue, 13 Feb 2007 18:58:58 -0500

I haven't actually written anything in a while, but several things have kind of been bugging me, so i figured i'd start up again.

cute girl in my bio class

sugarmagnolia — Mon, 29 Jan 2007 14:03:02 -0500

there's a cute girl in my lecture, and she's gay too.
i kind of like her, and i'm really happy she's in my class
she made a funny joke, and i laughed, and she smiled at me
i hope she likes me too-- whoo, whoo, whoo.

(me singing and dancing around my room after today's lecture. thank god my roommate was out...)

yay

sugarmagnolia — Tue, 23 Jan 2007 19:40:25 -0500

my crush is in my bio lecture, and she actually came over to say hi to me, and we walked around together afterwards and i managed to not sound like a complete moron (just a little bit of a moron, but not a complete one). and i made her laugh once. go me... :D

competely distracted

sugarmagnolia — Tue, 19 Dec 2006 18:30:59 -0500

so i just spent my entire final exam completely distracted. i ran into the girl i like just before it started, and the whole time during the test i had mental images of her with chris pureka songs running through my head. really, when i fall, i fall so hard it's not even funny. it was all i could do to just finish the damn thing. i was reading questions 4 and 5 times over.

hehe

sugarmagnolia — Sun, 17 Dec 2006 21:52:10 -0500

Just wrote this, comments much appreciated.

Lesbian revenge...

It's no secret--growing up I was never the apple of any guy's eye;
Too tall and awkward and not enough make-up.
Strangely enough I found your lack of interest reassuring.
And now we're both older, and I'm still tall and still don't wear make-up
But the awkwardness has subsided, and boy, I can turn your world upside down
Because you and her go out dancing, and I'm hanging at the bar.

the radio is stupid

sugarmagnolia — Wed, 13 Dec 2006 08:26:26 -0500

ah! i don't understand why my roommate listens to the radio station each morning. they're talking about how the article they read on american idol was really interesting. and the music is just terrible, it's hard to tell which is worse, the hosts' stupidity or the overplayed songs. not the first thing i want to hear when i wake up in the morning. i have work to finish, things to do, guh. just had to vent.

chicken...

sugarmagnolia — Fri, 08 Dec 2006 19:50:02 -0500

i am officially total chicken shit. i can't talk to the girl that i like, at all. and she's gay too, it's not like i'm having the classic straight girl problem. we see each other fairly often, have friends in common, and are on a semi-friend basis ourselves. and yet i can't talk to her. i see her, and my hands start to shake, and i feel like i'm going to pass out. i suck. i'm abandoning attempts at flirting and significant other seeking, in the slight hope that everyone that says "once you stop looking, she'll come" is right.

what do you know about stonewall?

sugarmagnolia — Thu, 07 Dec 2006 19:20:22 -0500

* never heard of it\n* it sounds familar...\n* i know it has something to do with gay stuff\n* a great turning point in LGBT history \n* dude, i remember stonewall\n* it separated germany\n* you mean the band? \n* \n* \n* \n

nerdy pick-up lines

sugarmagnolia — Fri, 01 Dec 2006 21:34:09 -0500

this is what i think about in classes...

--while the cute TA offered to help me light my bunsen burner in chem lab:
"come on baby, light my fire"

--while studying the EKG in biology: "you make my heart go wild"

--geography: "i'll bela your rus"

haha. just thought i'd share.

let's take over an island.

sugarmagnolia — Wed, 22 Nov 2006 18:48:26 -0500

so, i've decided, we should all pool our money and take over an island. we'll make it queer island, we can have our own monetary system, our own educational system, people can board at schools where they don't have to worry about straight roommates, everything can be gender neutral (and to all the cynics out there, shut up, this is dream world, i'm taking a break from the reality where this would be sooo problematic on so many levels).

republican's thoughts

sugarmagnolia — Tue, 31 Oct 2006 00:46:59 -0500

so i think the republicans are thinking...
"crap, we suck, we've accomplished nothing, the nation is in crazy-ass debt, we're total fuck-ups, we're stuck in iraq, we still have nothing really to show for as far as responses to 9/11 goes, n. korea is testing nukes, health care in this country sucks, we definately dropped the ball on the foley thing, and how many people were indicted from our party? there's the katrina thing, the gaza strip, literally the world hates us...

a year on oasis.

sugarmagnolia — Wed, 18 Oct 2006 09:20:17 -0400

wow, so i was reading the forum topics about books... and found something i had posted, and realized that it was about a year ago. i'd totally forgotten i'd posted that, but it's strange thinking about it. when i first joined oasis i was barely out to myself. the idea of straight was still something that i wanted. a year. it's a strange thought. i'm comparing where i am now to where i was then.