May my shoulder be your shade?
Wet from tears of close relation
Standing tall, listening closely
to the symphony of depression.
Your sadness crumbles me.
Only to be resurected
for the enocore of love

THIS IS PROBABLY THE FUNNIEST ENCOUNTER I HAVE HAD WITH A HOMOPHOBE
I am yorimoka btw

I want to hear responses and comments!

[16:21] [homophobe]: hey
[16:21] Yorimoka: whos this
[16:22] [homophobe]: my sis told me u where a gayfer
[16:28] Yorimoka: Who is this?!
[16:29] [homophobe]: chazang235
[16:29] [homophobe]: i go to marist
[16:29] [homophobe]: i am in 7th grade
[16:32] Yorimoka: what is your name little kid

So I have tried to be really nice, and I have pretty much succeded. There is this guy though, he hits on me and stares at me during class and talks to me about the stupidest things. So one day I was talking to him (more like he was talking to me) and he says, "I think Matthew is gay." I reply, "Andy, He's not gay. He will never be. Why do you think he is?" Then what maddened me was that he said, "Well he hangs out with you." WHAT A BITCHY THING TO SAY. (Andy claims he's not gay.) Then he says in his defense, "I mean I hang out with you and I'm not gay (What bull shit) I really think he is though." At that point I got up and walked away. This part is sorta mean, but one day I decided to be nice to him. I feel kinda bad about judging him because of this, oh well. He had a whole bunch of food stuck in his braces, and his teeth were all yellow. I just about barfed. He makes me mad because he takes advantage of the friends that he has and he takes advantage of his parents' money. He just makes me so mad sometimes. So lately I have been being mean to him.

Well I haven't been to Oasismag in forever, but I have been thinking a lot since then. I mean most of my friends I have noticed are very different people. They aren't just gay guys or lesbian girls, actually very few of them are queer. Another thing I have noticed (well make that 2) is that women love gay guys (I'm not saying all, but surely most). At my new school, only the guys were reluctant to meet me. The women knew me as no harm and tried to make me theirs. However, In the end they turned out to be snobs and tried to turn me into their perfect gay guy. It was only a few weeks later that a few other people began to befriend me. Many of which I love and adore. They are the ones who I can call and cry on the phone with. They are those that can cry on the phone to me, and yet we're not perfect or we don't all understand each other. We are the best of friends and wouldn't give each other up for the world. The main issue that I am trying to get through is that the gay community is too self absorbed with itself, causing the rest of the world to turn its back. Gays do not need to exclude others, although people that are gay prove to be very helpful friends.

I just came back from the greatest play in the world. Evita, was a beautiful play. I cried. I bawled. I absolutely adored that play! Okay so it is about a girl named Evita from Argentina who grows up poor. She then becomes famous when she meets a famous tango dancer/singer when she is 16. She becomes a famous actor. Then breaks up with the tango dancer/singer. She then marries this soldier who becomes the President of Argentina. She soon becomes a political figure among the people. She becomes "Argentina", but then she becomes sick. Evita is diagnosed with cancer. (im not sure which), and she is about to run for Vice President. Her Husband the president persuades her not to because she is in such bad condition. She is in the hospital and cannot walk. So she gets on the radio one last time before she dies and gives a speech to Argentina over the radio where the famous line is, "Don't cry for me Argentina." and that was the poit where I cried.

mweahaha I am now LAY

mwahahah
I am an idiot
I am a fag
but I love myself =D
fuck this
fuck that
fuck fuck fuck
fuck them
fuck what they think!
THE WORLD IS FUCKING STUPID!
NANANANANNAA
NANANANANA
BLA BLA BLA

HAHAHHA I am just messing with you LAY or "Yoda" now....
but i thought this would reflect how you act.
you make fun of others
but then complain about how your life is m

has the shade
of day
become a tone
the negative has shifted
and
I sit again
feeling lightless
I want
to hold on
to my seat
but
my hands slip
and
away I drift
I watch
myself
from a glass
we all
cant look through

okay I just got back from one of my friend's birthday party and we had soooo much fun. okay first we all like played pool. then we had like pizza cake presents whatever. Then she got out her karaoke machine and we were all singing and dancing it was soooo fun. But she had this really hot cousin and omg he was so cute. he was like a year younger than me but whatever he was still really cute. I know I can't ask her about him because she would get really mad or grossed out because he is practically her little brother and most of us know how that feels =]