FAIL

Naimah — Sat, 27 Feb 2010 08:57:43 +0300

So I'm a failure as a lesbian. And not just for the usual reasons. Turns out I start hyperventilating if I think to hard about approaching a girl. As soon as I try to take it a step further than the pep talk in my had, my lungs go crazy. I guess my fear of rejection is stronger than I've ever knew. Like I'm pretty sure my shyness when it comes to girl is directly correlates to this fear, and this new problem I have also culminates from this same fear. I will again repeat that I am a failure. But, I took the first step towards recovery, so hopefully one day I'll be there.

tsk tsk tsk

Naimah — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 10:10:04 +0400

So found out that if I'm drunk and/or high, I will do a lot of things if a pretty girl throws a smile my way. I would elaborate on this discover, but realized that I sorta subconsciously knew this for a while. Like the time with the Pizza, and the time with the flashing, and all the other times that I don't remember, either cuz they were along time ago or I was really drunk/high. But yeah this has been a recurrence but this weekend would've been too much.

I need a place to liiiiive

Naimah — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 23:18:34 +0400

Well, shits getting drastic. I still haven't gotten a summer job. Which sucks, but I can go back to SF early if all else fails. But I still don't know where I'm living next year, which is very very bad. Its so hard to find a place this early in advance. But I feel like the longer I wait then all the good houses will be taken.

I hate worrying about things, I spent most of my life never stressing and I don't really want to start now. :/

Why can't a magic fairy just find me a job and a place to live and all such things.

FML

The Mental Disorder.

Naimah — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 21:17:21 +0400

So as my period gets closer and closer my life gets worse and worse. I'm so annoyed at every little thing, and by every little thing I mean that asshole Josh. God I hate him so much!!!!!! Josh is some kid who lives on the 9th floor of the dorms, who's always around now trying to get with Carly. And I hate him. What sucks is all his friends are cool, and I can't hang out with them without him wanting to come along. But, whenever I'm around him, I'm super angry, and my crazy hatred makes me sad, so I'm also cry-y. Being a girl sucks.

Homecoming

Naimah — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 18:26:45 +0300

Well, it's been forever and an age since I've posted on Oasis. As a member of this site, I've usually just was a quiet lurker and read other people's post. but I haven't really done that lately. Since starting school, I haven't really been on Oasis, which is a little sad, because I love it here.

A New Venture!

Naimah — Sun, 28 Dec 2008 23:37:05 +0300

I've decided to become a fashion blogger! Not because I care about fashion, but because I want to blog and this will give me an excuse to talk to random strangers, which is always fun! But since I started today, I don't really have any fashionable blog entries, but you should still check it out! I'm going to go out to the town and get some pictures of random fashionable strangers soon!

urgh

Naimah — Sun, 28 Dec 2008 07:46:59 +0300

Well I hung out with my mom today, it was real chill... but I found out she hates teh gays. :(. I never thought she was yay gay!

Spring Awakening

Naimah — Sat, 06 Sep 2008 13:36:19 +0400

So...I saw my first ever live musical tonight. Spring Awakening. It was great. I loved it. My favorite song was "Totally Fucked". Also while I was there there was an earthquake

yay

Naimah — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 20:16:16 +0400

Well I started school on tuesday...that was a horrible class but i dropped its so its cool. but wednesday was awesome, i love my MWF classes :D. then today I had yoga which i can tell I'll enjoy. ANd i'm tryin to get into a Karate class.

....

Naimah — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 11:57:22 +0400

I just high for the first time. I just realised when I'm high... I'm horny.

Anyways, I saw Pineapple Epxress, but got high in order to see it. It still wasn't as funny as I wanted it to be. Oh wells.

i can haz dorm :(

Naimah — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 05:30:39 +0400

Well, I'm fucking pissed at the mo... I still don't have my dorm. grr.

You see, I'm on the waiting list for dorms, and they send out updates every tuesday and friday. well for the last three updates i was number 14, and i was like fer sure i'll be in soon, but on today's update i was only 11. And yeah, i'll be getting a dorm soon but not soon enough.

I didn't win the lottery

Naimah — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 08:38:09 +0400

Well I'm not instantaneously rich yet. Since I'm 18 now(yay!!!) I purchased some lotto tickets, the Mega Million and Super Lotto plus, and my lucky numbers didn't win :(. So i gues now I have to earn my forturne, darn. Or maybe I could marry rich, that seems like a funner option. I mean more fun, cuz funner isn't a word. lol.

Yay!!!!

Naimah — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 03:26:29 +0400

I'm final legal, today is my 18th birthday. Its exciting. I don't actually have any plans, i'm just excited to be 18. I bought my first lottery tickets, I got a scratcher, and a mega million, and super lotto. In my family, the lottery is a big deal, so buyin the ticket felt cool.

I'm the youngest in my family, so now, we're all grown up, and my mom has no more minor kids. I feel cool :D

On a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being love it and 10 being hate it, how do you feel about spoilers?(movies, books, etc.)

Naimah — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 22:12:36 +0400

* 1\n* 2\n* 3\n* 4\n* 5\n* 6\n* 7\n* 8\n* 9\n* 10\n

urgh

Naimah — Fri, 18 Jul 2008 22:40:19 +0400

Learning Guitar is so hard for me. I never was able to teach myself anything, so why did I think guitar would be any different... :/
I just need to find some money and get lessons, but I am so broke, so thats not going to happen for a while. Or I could just wait till January, I'll prolly just take a guitar class at SFSU, that way its free :D