So simple yet so.. Not...
Okay, so things are a little weird... But not really in a bad sense, just weird...
Before, back in the summer, when Sora and I would make eye contact, we'd start laughing. Because something was funny about it. I'm not sure what, but it was like we shared a secret and didn't know it.
Then I came out to her at the end of September, and we didn't laugh as much.
I went to the doctors for a check up. Apparently I'm in perfect health. (Which I think surprised the doctor because I'm vegan. Which is funny because that's why I'm so healthy. I think it surprised her when i told her that I don't watch TV either. :O)
Oh, and the doctor asked me a bunch of stupid questions that aren't any of her business and have nothing to do with my health. It was dumb.
Apparently there was something going on yesterday for Marriage Equality and we missed it because we didn't get the notice until today. :(
I love that they were calling it "Marriage Equality" instead of "same-sex marriage." Because that's what we're fighting for right? Equality. (Not "special rights" like people keep calling it. Which doesn't make sense.)
So.. Friday I slept over at Soras place. Which I haven't done for a while. Was fun... I came out to her brother who apparently hasn't heard yet. He was looking at this wrestling stuff and he's asking me if I think those guys are hot at all and I'm all "eww" (Well, they were all overly-buffed and in speedos.
Okay, I'm just going to say this now. I am in no way trying to offend anyone by writing this. I just need an output for my thoughts... If you're uncomfortable with my atheist ramblings then don't read okay? I don't have anything wrong with religion, I just don't understand it is all.. And remember that I love you all. <3
So I went to the Anime Club today. It was awesome, A friend of mine, (I'll call her Ritsuka, because that's who she was dressed as.)
I knew her in elementary school, so that's pretty cool.
She's a very cuddly person. She's always hugging people and stuff. And she's hyper and random, like me. So we get along well. (But she's more vocal than I am. X3)
I just wrote something and then I was stupid and pressed a button and the stuff I just wrote is gone.. But I'm in a good mood so I'll just write it again. Whatever...
That's right, I'm talking to YOU! Thank YOU! And everyone on this site. By writing your own journals and commenting on mine, you guys gave me the confidence to do things I wouldn't have been able to do. Like come out to my friends and admit my feelings to Sora and that stuff. So thanks for everything! =3 *Hug*
I just got off the phone with Sora. So I'm in a really good mood again. =D
YAAAAAYYY! I am super happy person now! Because I was all scared and stuff. Because everything was wishy-washy and doubty. But she said yes! She's my girlfriend still! =D YAAAY! I my happiness and relief cannot be expressed in words. But I'm going to try my best to keep from squealing on the top of my lungs... It's REALLY hard not to squeal on the top of my lungs.
No reply from Sora yet. In case you were wondering...
But I had a really weird dream...
I was like, at this convention, and I had a costume and stuff, and it was snowing outside... That was normal enough...
And I met up with a friend from elementary school, and I hung out with her for a little while.
I sent this e-mail to Sora. You know, that girl that I've been talking about for like, almost a year now. The one I admitted my feelings too back in November. The one who said she likes me back, and who used to be really cuddly to me but is now sort of distant, the one who I used to be able to practically read the mind of, and is a total mystery to me now.
Okay... Everybody is gone now... *sigh of relief* I'm exhausted. Or just really really tired.
My cousins just came over and Sora and her sister, Namine slept over twice over vacation. Sora is a little different latley... Either because she was around my cousins and her sister or maybe she's just different.. But I don't like it...
I deleted my other journal entry because I didn't want to feel like I was spamming. :O
Sora called me about an hour ago. I feel kind of silly because I picked up IMMEDIATELY and answered with a really fast "Hello" which must have seemed so clingy and hyper but I don't really care. XD
Riku has this awful habit of not being as blatantly honest as she wishes she'd be.
Riku isn't saying that she's like, a lair or anything. But when it comes to Sora words tend to randomly decide to hide behind whatever is nearby.
It was fun for the most part. :3
I saw my friends, EJ and RM, and EJ's little brother N.