Last week was a week of revelations and good conversations. I had a week off of dance and an obscene amount of time on my hands, so I did a lot of thinking.
A lot of thinking about... college. Naturally.
I've been thinking about going into education, and the more I think about it, the more it seems like a good idea. High school English and History teacher. Yeah.

I am absolutely addicted to this song.

AND, major bonus, Alannah Myles is soooo hot. I love her voice too, she's so badass. Have you seen the video? Check it out on youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ut09zkRoG0g

SO amazing! Love love love.

Which used to be my break, like, a week ago.

But now I can hit it and sustain it. I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!! IT'S SO FUN!!!!!!!!!!!

Next stop, Defying Gravity.

Although according to my voice teacher I have to work through 'Suddenly Seymour' and 'The Wizard and I' first.

That's me.

I like another guy. Who is recently single....

I think that I'm actually going to do something about this this time. I didn't say anything to the guy I liked last year, and I really regret that. But I think I'm going to say something to this guy. I'm thinking about asking him to prom. Is that weird, girls asking guys to prom? I don't know why I care, but still....

Not really sure. I was passing this kid in the hallway when I was on my way to choir and I heard this rather sinister mutter, "Dyke" (or something VERY similar to it) come from him. I don't know him, and I didn't see his face. There wasn't anyone next to him on his left and I was on his right, so if that is what he said, it was probably addressed to me....

Or something.
Everyone's sick. Myself included. And I am coughing like crazy.

I watched CATS for the first time since about 5th grade today. It was pretty cool. Only like, 4 of the people didn't do their own singing. I hate it when that happens. But whoever does Jemima is AMAZING! I wish my head voice sounded like that. But it doesn't. So I belt instead.

I like belting.

I don't care how comfortable people say they are, they need to be abolished. Those assholes who are trying to ban gay marriage need to focus on croc-bannage instead. They are a threat to good taste.

Anywho....

well, i broke up with her.
she just couldn't give me what i need. a relationship that's not a secret except to a select few people.

Is anyone addicted to America's Next Top Model and watching the fabulous Modelthon on VH1?
I friggin love Kim from cycle 5. She is so badass and so beautiful. She's the reason I started watching the show in the first place. She's awesome.
Yeah, I just felt the need to express my eternal love for a fantastic out gay model. :)
Peace out.

My girlfriend is straight. I'm her experiment. And I knew that when we started going out, she said that she liked me and that she'd considered dating girls. So by my definition I'm her experiment, and that bothers me. I thought I could work through that, but I'm having a really hard time with it. Only a few of my friends (and my parents) know that we're dating, as well as one friend of hers.

Yeah, not such a good idea.
that is exactly what my girlfriend and i ended up doing last night. we made out in a parking lot of a bapist church near her house. and i was just about to take her home, and i gave her one more kiss, when this red SUV pulls up next to us. it didn't stop, but i don't know if the driver saw us or not. he just pulled out into the street.

One of my dreams, since I was nine, is to go to the University of Michigan. With their super amazing program....

I have a girlfriend.
It's rather exciting, really. The only thing is, she doesn't want to be public about it, and that's cool with me, it really is, but that means not telling people. She's really scared of what her friends and family will think because as far as they know, she's straight and has expressed a serious interest in guys. I'm the only girl she's ever liked.

I am high off the scent of her hairspray.
I am gliding on air right now.
Homecoming was fricking amazing. I danced with her the whole night, and we slow danced to Hinder's "Lips of an Angel" (acoustic version) and we were so close. The rest of the world just fell away. I felt so alive. Her hair in my face, breathing, just taking her in. Oh.

Welllllllll..... i told that other girl i used to like that i can't date her... and she was cool with that. She said that she was going to say the same thing.