Complain all you want, no one is listening

FearNotTheQueer — Wed, 30 Jul 2008 03:00:26 -0400

Another year, another batch of complainers. It never ceases to amaze me what people can find to complain about. They wear long sleeves and pants in 100 degree heat and somehow it becomes my fault that they are suffering from heat exhustion and passing out on the football field. Does anyone bother to think ahead anymore or is that too strenuous?

I'm a bitch

FearNotTheQueer — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 01:37:06 -0400

So today I had finals and didn't have to go to school because I didn't have any classes that were actually doing finals so i drove out to good old Oakley to pick up some of my friends there to hang, all premeditated of course.

Subconscious and You!

FearNotTheQueer — Thu, 29 May 2008 02:56:36 -0400

I do believe my sub conscious is trying to speak out to me in new ways. Three dreams in three days about her. Three! I can't remember the first one, just that she was in it, but the second one was her confessing her love for me and me writing her a note, but I can't remember what I put on that note. The next one was her begging me to go somewhere with her and me walking away. Where were we going?

Reoccurring Dream

FearNotTheQueer — Mon, 26 May 2008 19:04:12 -0400

I'm about 25 years old and have just completed my masters degree in music education when I find out I'm pregnant yet I have no memory of ever having sex. Jump forward a nine months and I give birth to a son of mixed race, but I have no idea what two races. Jump forward a few years and my son is interested in wearing mummy's bras and high heels.

Mozal Tov

FearNotTheQueer — Sun, 18 May 2008 02:50:59 -0400

Today I brought up a new question for my homophobic friends

If you're so against gay marriage does that also mean you're for a return to segregation?

AP and all its glory

FearNotTheQueer — Wed, 14 May 2008 00:49:46 -0400

I AM STRESSED!!!!
AP English test is tomorrow and I do not feel confident at all in my ability to pass that test. While my writing skills have risen to new levels this school year I cannot help but worry they aren't at the level required for a three on that test!

College, why bother?

FearNotTheQueer — Mon, 12 May 2008 02:21:08 -0400

After spending the majority of my seventeen years of life perfectly planned as to where I would be attending college, I know find myself, after three days of "intense" research on colleges, having absolutely no clue where I want to go.

Case of the Ex

FearNotTheQueer — Tue, 29 Apr 2008 01:52:31 -0400

Exes suck
Especially the ones that want to be friends after not chatting with you for a long period of time

How's everyone doing?
(That's a serious question too)

An Ode To President Bush

FearNotTheQueer — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 02:55:34 -0400

My Fella Americans,

Oh Captain, My Captain

FearNotTheQueer — Thu, 24 Apr 2008 23:47:11 -0400

I am beyond ecstatic right now! Finally after years of hard work and dedication to music it's all starting to pay off. Today in Pit rehearsal my instructor asked me to be captain for next year's field show. I've been happy dancing all day. Finally being responsible and dedicated gives me an advantage over everyone else. I did right! AH!

Life is so close to perfect

Why wont you just go the fuck away and let me live?

FearNotTheQueer — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 21:07:59 -0400

She's back, that indecent, shallow, cunt of an ex girlfriend, she's back.
FRIENDS! She wants to be my friend!
FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOU!
I went through too much shit with her to ever want her to come back into my life.
I said I wouldn't wait and yet her she is expecting the same old me.
THE PERSON SHE KNEW IS GONE!
I grew up
I moved on
I AM BETTER THAN SHE WILL EVER BE!

Death Before Love

FearNotTheQueer — Wed, 16 Apr 2008 00:38:36 -0400

And if I die before I wake
I'm sorry for all the pain I made
I lied to you
just wasted your time
I caused too much pain
So much trouble I did bring
Death for me is best you see
So much hurt is all I leave
This is just the chance
that you need
Maybe now you'll say you're free
Promise on that day I go
Not a single tear shall ever flow
You're strong than me
As if you don't know

Just a one line question

FearNotTheQueer — Mon, 14 Apr 2008 03:00:57 -0400

Where do you go when you can't feel anymore?

Homophobic Teachers

FearNotTheQueer — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 03:23:03 -0400

My first year at my new high school is about to come to a close at the beginning of June. I've been faced with many new experiences and never in my life did I think I would have to change schools because of one person. Never in my life did I think I would have my school administration tell me to drop the class instead of dealing with the problem.

Labels

FearNotTheQueer — Thu, 03 Apr 2008 03:35:49 -0400

I've come to realize the trials and tribulations that come with love. Yes, their are many and you are indeed a fool if you do not believe me. For nearly three years I lied to myself about who I was because of one girl. I lied because she told me who I was and forced me to recite her words daily. She loved me after all, how could I not believe the words she was having me say.