Come closer
Love me
Touch me
Detonate me

Set me off
So that I can show you
The power of my
H(eart)-bomb

Watch me combust
And I will be
A Hiroshima of Love
The only casulaties being
100,000 tears
Wiped off the face of the Earth
By the power of my passion.

--I wrote this off an idea I had while sitting next to David, and I would highly appreciate some feedback. Thank you!

Whew, haven't posted in awhile, but that is just because I was getting ready for the prom. I took a gay friend, but I kind of got disappointed when he did not want to dance. He said, there was no good music, which was in part true, the DJ sucked, but one can still dance if the music is not perfect.

Oh well. Something bad I just found out is I have lost myblack notebook which had a lot of my poetry in it.

I am the happiest guy in the world right now. The guy, who I have been writing poems about, who I have been admiring for the past month, is actually cool with going to a movie next weekend!!! I am soooo happy! Zowie!

However, I don't know if he is gay, or even if he knows that I am gay. I don't know what to do as regards to that, but, maybe, I will find out. Thank you so so so so much to jeff for giving me the courage to do this.

Hold me close, my angel.
Heal all the gaping wounds
Of my past
Harsh tauntings at the school
Unfair bullying of team mates

Hold me close, my angel.
Wipe away the stinging tears
Of my present
Catcalls in the locker room
Dirty sneers in my classes

Hold me close, my angel.
Hold off the bitter cruelties
Of my future
Unjust legislation in my bed
Pompous priests in the chapels

Hold me close, my angel.

I am the flowers on the wallpaper
Pink, silky petals
Yearning for the sunshine
That is your love.

I am the chair on which you sit
Silent supporter
Willing to hold the weight
That is your soul.

I am the pen with which you write
Happy to be held
Dispensing the inked literature
That is your thoughts.

I am the paper on which you compose
Peacefully waiting
Made unforgettable by the miracle

Wow, I am at school now after having slept for more than 12 hours!!!! (14 I beleive is about the number of hours.) I beleive that is because for the two nights previous to last night, I spent all my time between 12 AM to 4AM on this site, writing, sending messages, posting thoughts. Wow, as much as I love you all (which I do with all my heart) I guess I shall reserve those wee hours for sleeping.

What is with people and their account pages? Almost every new member I read has no bio, no interest info, and so, I have no idea what kind of people they are, and sometimes, I don't even know if they are male of female, or how old they are! Come on people, this place is mad efor people to be honest to others the way they cannot be in their real lives, to share things they never thought they would be given the oppurtunity to.

Glorious wings of white unfurled
Halo with lustre so golden bright
With a smile you heal the wounds
Just a word and you fill the holes.

Who am I?
I am naught but a wayward spirit
Ashamed of my lowliness
I am overlooked
By all.

MALPT pour moi! (That is a french expression for 'yay for me,' literally meaning 'shit to the thirteenth power for me!!' If anyone here is actually french and wishes to correct me in the not too unlikely chance that I have made an error, feel free to do so). Today, I got my hair cut and I shaved off my mustache. This marks the end of a phase I went through where I felt no one could love me, so I let my hair grow long (when wet, my hair covered my eyes almost completely, giving me that "HEEEEERRRRRRE'S JOHNNY!!!" look from The Shining), and I let myself grow a mustache. I told myself that I was just being myself, but really, I was just afraid of trying something new. I look totally fabulous (sorry for the cliche phrase) adn can't wait to show all my friends my new look (in my humble opinion, I look 2 years younger. yay).

I have to wake up from you
Before I tear at the seams.
I need to forget the fiction
That was created in my dreams.

Wish I could wash my mirror
Remove the dirt of fallacies
So I can see clear the truths
Break this prison of fantasies.

Hey there everbody!! Don't know if anyone is going to read this, but oh well. This is the first time I have signed on to anything like this forum here (looks real cool by the way). My signing on is part of th changes I am affecting in my current life, like getting a new haircut, looking for new friedns, etc. But what I want most is a companion, someone who I can love, and who will return my <-break-> affection.