Enter the scene:

A body
Crumpled
On the floor

A hole
Gaping
In the chest

A heart
Bleeding
Beside my corpse

A knife
Lying
In my hand

. . .

Leave my room now
Let me lie here
In a pool
Of my own
Despair

Cruelty
Is when they
Tear me away
From my love

Bitterness
Is the tears
Which streak down
From my eyes

Death
Is a moment
I'm without him
...

Yeah, so in health class today, we got our folders from our 8th grade health classes. Like, I was such a freak back then. I'd forgotten how religious I was way back then. I had a freaking quote form the bible on my folder! What is even funnier/sadder was in one of the essays I wrote, I said, "I wish people would stop calling me gay! I'm not!"

ROTFLMAO

Anyways, I was reading through it, and I was thinking, "Jimminy H. Christmas, I had all the signs of queerness." I almost constantly wrote about not knowing who I was, wanting to find myself, saying how different I was.

D-reamy
A-wesome
K-isses
O-pen
T-rue
A-mazing

--made it up during class

--luv Dakota SOOOOOO much!!

Okay, I will now reveal the name of my boyfriend. . .

His name is. . .
(He's gonna comment)

Ooooooooooooooooooooh, I soooooooooooooooooo love my BOYFRIEND!! Just thought I'd broadcast my happiness to everyone, my and my online lover should share some of this awesome burning lighting exploding LOVE!!!

*sigh* I know he is gonna read this and not comment, cuz our relationship isn't gonna be out. But I love him still.

*does happy dance to 'unconditional' by the bravery*

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOt I could go on for hours about him. Love love love.

Just posting this so that people don't go like "whoa who the heck is that?" Does anyone like my new emo look?

Well, I want to put up a new avi, the ol' ghosba has evolved yet again (you should see how far he has come, from bathuman to this werekittydog). I added tthe markings of my first dog, patch (who was like my best friend for like ever). I also added some piercings, cuz I am thinking of getting them, and I thought "what would ghosba look like if he had my future piercings?" (I've been planning to put ghosba in a graphic novel for like ever, but I am too lazy ;_;).

These are lyrics in search of music
These are lyrics in search of music

So why
does everyone one try
to break us up?

What's the deal, yo
they all get so
tightnin' up fo'
nothin' much tho'

I know that they won't understand
Why I love to hold your hand.

And if you ask what I am saying. . .

These are lyrics in search of music.
These are lyrics in search of music.

Deep in my heart

Ah!
another message!
I scan the letters
trying to decrypt
the face
of HIM

Without his face present
I am unsure if
HE
is truly another human
staring into another
yet nondissimilar
screen?

Or
Am I romancing
with a digital angel
spreading his datical wings
with such internetant beauty?

I am REALLY REALLY REALLY (to the one millionth power) SORRY that I didn't get your messages earlier. It si sooo difficult to time things right when you live in different time zones. Could you PLLEEEAASSE send me more of your wonderful messages?

I am soooooo freaking happy right now! I love life in general at this very moment in time. *Blissful sigh*

Gaaaahhhhh, single-dom. No gay guys want to date me. What am I doing wrong? I am nice (most fo the time) funny, sympathetic, and yet, nobody wants to give me love. . .

Maybe it's cuz I'm ugly. I look in the mirror, and wonder where I screwed up, how I got so homely.

What am I doing wrong?

Thought I'd re-post this, but in a more permanent form, cuz according to my poll, there is at least SOME interest in our history. Who knows, if people like this, I will study more of our history and report it.

I think I am going to post the essay I did on Stonewall. It is a very important part of gay american history, and is relevant to gays everywhere. When we learn our history, we can gleen strength from their resolve, and learn from their mistakes. So, in the interest of helping those who wish to learn some of our heritage, I am proud to present, my research paper on Stonewall. If you wish to learn more, I can supply you with some book titles and websites you should visit.

(Please note: I have left in my paranthetical notations, so if it says something like, (smith 22) that is just what we used to prove that we were not plaigerizing (Spelling?))

Hooray! Something of mine was put on the front page!!! Yes!!!

Anyways, did anyone read the essay I wrote and posted here?