in a world of war
i have found peace

in a world of hurt
i have found happieness

in a world of pain
i have found relief

in a would of hate
i have found love

in a world of fear
i have found safty

in a world of death
i have found life

in the world of them
i have found me

and i know
that sappho
would be proud

~Bulldyke...and proud

why does life have to be so hard? why do we have to deal with love, and life, and loss. i can't loose
her, i can't. i know it sounds strange, but i can't. i depend on her too much. just to keep me in
school. everything is for her. she doesn't know it, but it is. every breath i take, i'm wishing
i was taking it with her. i don't get it... we call it love, but what is it? i want to protect her,

we were in the class room at lunch. wolf was there, and the teacher. i was standing under
the tv. she came up behind me, and i turned around. we kiss.

i told taryn about it, and she told me to ask her out. how was i supposed to do that?!?! she's my
friend, she was after someone else. i helped her with that. but, at the same time, i was in love
with her. i wanted her to love me back. so i asked

her

who is she
why do i love her
and why must she die

who is she
why does she hurt
why can't i do anything

who is she
why mush she be unhappy
and why can't i help

who is she
who are they
why do the make her life
so dead

why can't i help
why must she die
why must she die