this was soo cooool! okay, here goes.

there's this gay sub at my school, mr. ma. he's really awsome. anyway, he was subing for the teacher
i ta for today. anyway. there was this kid, jack, who really bugs me, and he was pretending to hide
in the closet in the science classroom. (wierd, huh?) anyway, the bell had just rung, so i told him,
"jack, it's time to get out of the closet." and he did, 'cause i reign supreme over the sevies. anyway...

Friends

Together we walk
Hand in hand
Over the hills of green

Together we walk
Hand in hand
Over the shores of gold

Together we walk
Hand in hand
over the paths of life

Where you leave off,
I pick up,
Where I falter,
You are strong

Together we walk
Hand in hand
through sickness and death
through fire and flood

I lean on you
You lean on me

as Together we walk
Hand in hand

well, here i am. once agian trying to bulster your courage to live. so, what do i have to say today?
well, let's see here...
random fact # 6) is...
...what other culture has so many symbols? we have pinky rings, we have the rainbow. we have triangles,
we have unbalanced earings (2 in one ear, 3 in the other, or some variation). we have drag queens,
we have fags. we have bulldykes (!), we have butch and femme. we have so much to define ourselves

kisses
sweeter than chocolate
they melt in the sun
and run down my face
that sweet, syrupy run

kisses
purer that water
simmer in the rain
as i try to catch them all
though it may be in vain

kisses
on my cheek
my neck
my breats
my lips
my heart

they drive me
they haunt me
i shall never forget
the kisses in the dark
the kisses by day
the kisses that bind us
and keep the hate of the world

i don't really know why i'm doing this, it just feels right. and i tend to do what feels right. like
kissing my gf. *grins*
anyway, i'm writing about my necklases. i have two/three. two chains, three pendants.
the first is my jewish star (some people call it the star of david). my grandmother gave it to me.
she said that it had been her mother's and that her mother's friend (a jewler), had made it for her.

well folks, i'm back. what to say, today? should i talk about death, or life? pain, or happieness? today, i think i'll talk about the ups. so what's new?
so, random facts/things to get ya all to think.
5) (i think) We have our own sub-culture, that's not always so sub'. i mean, think about it. what other group has gaydar (or something like it)? what other culture has the option of coming out/telling people who they are? we are really privaledged. we have so many symbols, and once we meet someone who is gay, we can almost always be friends. i mean, look at us here, on oasis. we have males, we have females, we have people who don't know. we have gay people, we have lesbians, we have people who are bi, or who have no clue. we have people who are out and proud (like me), and we have people who are so far in the closet, they can't see the light that shines inside. and yet, we all have this common factor, that we can share, that we can talk about. it's so facinating!

when she kisses me

when she kisses me
it sends shivers down my back
it makes me
want to hold her
touch her
feel her hands
on me

when she kisses me
i feel
like i could fly

when she kisses me
i know why i can say
'i love you'
and cry

Bulldyke
"Disaproving of homosexuality is like disaproving of rain."

during our break today, emma and wolf and jacob and i were walking to area 51 (isn't that so messed up?)
anyway, emma and i were walking close, and we started to hold hands. we don't do that all that
often. not as much as i would like to be able to. anyway, i just got this wonderful feeling inside.
i love her so much. i can't believe that she puts up with me, but she does. she love's me. wow...

well folks, here i am again. i just spent a lot of time online...oh wait, i'm still online....
well, anyway, i was doing some research online for a fact to post. goddess, the gay world is depressing.
i mean, how many other minorities (don't you hate that word? i do.) have as high a death rate as we do? wow... so anyway, all i could find was depressing stuff about stonewall, and death rates (i wasn't

bein' gay is a blessing
a curse
an unfathomless thing

bein' gay is fear
is pain
is trying to hide,
even when you can't

bein' gay is like nothing else
it sets us apart
makes us think
makes us wiser

bein' gay is bein' special
not different

Bulldyke
"Who says I can't be myself?"

Okay folks. I got some great feedback from the last post, so i'm going to keep doing this. this one has a little story to go along with it.

I was riding home with my girlfriend after school, today, and we were talking about sleepovers. now, for those of you who are out to your parents, you probably know that sleepover's are taboo. well, this is for those of you who aren't out to the 'rents, but who do have a g/bfriend.

hey everyone! how's it going? i'm going to start my own little thing. everyday, i'm going to post a random fact/note about how being gay is a good thing. i'll start right now.
1) you usually don't have to worry about getting pregnant/having your gfriend get pregnant until you
want too.

Bulldyke

hey folks! what's happening? i'm (for once) in a good mood. i was just thinking. isn't this such a great place? i mean, how many other gay people do you know? other than your b/g friend? it really shows a lot about our culture. the gay culture, that is. we always find ways to communicate to eachother. whether it's pinky rings, or a rainbow pin, we always seem to know. i find it really amazing how well we can adapt. if it's not safe to be out somewhere, we aren't. i think that we have a great advantage over straights: we have the choice of who to tell. yeah, there is the assumption, but we do have that power. isn't that increadible? i think so... so all of you who are out there (pun intended), think about this. you have power. you are special. you don't have to stick out, but someone always knows about you. and in today's world, we are working to make it better for everyone