Sorry I've been gone so long but like my life was totally hectic and this is like the first time I've had a chance on the computer let alone oasis so hey it's totally great to be back!!!! WOOHOO GO OASIS!!!!!!!!!!! and as a side note just wanna welcome bulldyke back you rox my sox.

my computer was acting totally retarded so I couldn't tell you guys that I was goin away to florida for a week and a half so I'm back now so yay for me and all. I am very glad to be back again so....yeah.... hi again.

I came out to three of my friends and the reactions were okay there were no bad reactions but two of my friends were like ok.... and o_o; and stuff but my other friend was really cool with it and stuff so yeah I still have a way to go before all my friends are told but I'm happy with my coming out so far.

I had been writing a story but I seem to have writers block and is unable to write so until someone gives me an idea on how to finish the story or a thunderbolt of inspirition hits me I am on hiatus, sabbatical, break, etc.

It's been a hectic week but the "week from hell" is over and I can start posting again. So yeah it's good to be back.

OMG! this is like the week from hell for me. I have all these tests and a term paper due on friday and gahhhhhhh! It's getting close to finals and finals review week so all the teachers are like let me cram as much crap into our students brains as we can. Ugh!I also have this uber big concert on friday that the stupid administration did NOT prepare for. We had nine days to memorize this uber hard piece AND I have to do my hair on thursday but like my chorus teacher said that we have to practice with the orchestra for this song and yeah.

This is kinda in response to the forum topic that came around recently. I think that the way the person described it was like perfect way I think that love would be. I, unfortunately, have never experienced much love. ~sighs~ In fact if someone asked me what love is I would not be able to tell them. It's so sad too and it's all my stupid freaking mother's fault. She is such a paranoid, lying, manipulative, hypocritical bastard that I learned at an early age to keep my feelings locked up in a safe.

...the sisters of the girl were mocking her because they were jealous of her happiness. They said how can you be happy if no one loves you in the entire kingdom!!But she was like the trees and the birds and nature and books love me. The sisters laughed saying that they were talking about a man's love not some silly animal or book. Suddenly the girl was filled with a desire to be loved by a man. She no longer wanted to see her animals or read her books.

There was a girl who wanted to be loved. She was the youngest of a family who prided themselves on having the prettiest or at least the smartet girls in the land. She was not very pretty or very smart so she was an outcast among them. She was howver a great singer with a great contralto voice. Unfortunatley this land only liked beautififul soprano voices. So this girl was luckless in so many ways but she still remained happy.

I've read about a lot of people who have commited suicide or thought about it. I've even known some(vaguely) who have attempted it. And then I started thinking about my own entrance into adolescence and my thoughts of suicide. I probably would have tried if I wasn't so damn lazy(-_-)Anyway then as I ended eighth grade and started getting ready for high school I thought why should I kill myself when I've almost died at least ten times already!

I've been feeling lonely lately because I have no one to talk to about being a lesbian. My friends are too sheltered to discuss things like that with them. Serious subjects make them uncomfortable. I can't tell anyone in my family because they would disown me and yeah that is something I don't want to go through. I've been reading lot but books unfortunately don't talk. It would be nice to have so

My friend Jessie absolutely loves bad jokes so because of her I too developed a love of bad jokes. Here are some jokes to make you laugh and groan:
1.Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love, and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was great.
2.Two hydrogen atoms walk into a bar. One says," I've lost an electron." The other says, Are you sure?" The first replies," I'm positive..."

OMG!!!! I finally have my blessed computer back! YAY!! Sorry it's been so long since I've done anything but my mom decided to redecorate the living room so unplugged the computer so the new couches, lights, paints, and cabinets could come in. The new computer desk she got had to be assembled so then she called my dad(after THREE days) from his apartment to fix it and it took two days to fix it and I finally got it back like yesterday.

I am a Nigerian-American and I was one of those lucky 3 out of 8 African-Amreican kids who got sickle cell disease. There are three types and I got sickle cell anemia. For those who may not have learned about this disease in bio then let me put it in a nutshell. Sickle cell is a genetic disorder that make the hemoglobin(protein that gives blood oxygen) abnormal. This makes red blood cells hard and sometimes this makes the cells unable to pass through the veins causing extreme pain.