Once Upon A Time

Cut off from you
No way to get through
Without any way of knowing
What thoughts are running through you’re head
Are you still waiting for me?
Or is life now better lived off dead?

I knew the price before
I linked myself with you
I knew that if I gave myself completely
I’d be risking all
I disregarded all my fears
Now the only thing I see are tears
Swimming through my eyelids

is it all falling apart? i don't know

my life is the fucking greatest

Last night I was thinking about how much things have changed between my mom and I. I wrote this poem about the way life was before my mom married my step-dad five years ago and everything changed. I didn’t lose her all at once. It was a gradual thing. But now I feel like I have lost her completely. She was pretty much everything to me. A mom, a sister, a best friend… I don’t think we will ever get our relationship back to the way it was. She used to be the closest person to me in this world. Now it wouldn’t matter if I left the house and never saw her again. Anyway, this was written after a lot of tears, and I don’t know if it’s really that great, but tell me what you guys think.

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I tell myself I love you
But I wonder if I really do
Because someone who really cares
Would never be so cruel to you

Okay, i said i would do it, so i did it~

This is from my heart, no lie
I really, really want to die

i'm so confused, i love my girlfriend so much, why the fuck did i ever have a fiancee', when it's so obvious she's the only one for me.

what will become of you and me,
how long must i wait and see

Recently I've been becoming increasingly more aware of how many of my bisexual friends are acting--different. I don't know if I mean that in a bad way or a good way, i mean, they are my friends, but it's kinda creepy. I mean, i'm seriously beginning to wonder if it's not just me. I have known many of them for years, since junior high even and they just aren't being themselves. I'm used to them being real about who they are, and I mean, that is supposed to be the hardest part.