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JUST SOME LYRICS I WROTE WHEN I WAS FUCKING MAD
(x2)Its always me
Its always my fault
Im always the one
to split them up
Why cant I die
Crawl in a hole
Why so scared
I was told
Should I stay
Go home
On the street
Against cold stones
But they dont know what its like
to be alone
no no oh oh
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Its not my FAULT
Its not my FAULT
Its not my FaulT...
Im an obsessive Smashing Pumpkin fan and I still don't know which album drown is from... is it one of those songs that they never released or something like lucky 13 oi someone help me...
thanks ^.^
A perfect reverie
in it I lie
holding dear
to what i find
I hold close
to dear you
in my dreams
you lay
The sun shines
on our faces
and the water
cools our feet
upon awaking from
the midafternoon
reverie so sweet
I find
The air so foggy
The ground I sit
upon soggy
and yet what
im holding to
is not the least bit
him, but him
i hope to find
-jerry
Just a poem about my future... enjoy!
Upon the valley
I see dark holes.
As dark as night
they creep and crawl.
Scared of
the route.
That leaves
dark holes in
my soul.
well... it turns out that one of my old elementary principals is a perverted bastard. He molested a kid in a public bathroom EWW! Well I had to get that out... Damnit I mean he could have molested any of my friends! How Perverted!
In other news, Im extremely desperate and bored this summer... I met as well hang a sign over my head that says desperate gay.
Im pitiful...
smile them gone
dead of misunderstanding
dieing twice,
and then again
loops of hate,
squeezing souls
hidden by their mangled
artificial pleasure
Ahhh I just got back froma nice retreat from my mountain house. It was so wonderful... I love the mountains... My dad forget his skirt when we went down the river, so he kept falling out of his kyak and losing control. It was kinda funny, but then again it was kinda anoying when we had to get the water out and move along. When my dad fell out for the last time, we were in the middle of the river and these nice people helped us.
Oh When I found you
I thought that
life would be no
worse
but then i found
that you were everything
that my life
needed.
You were by my
side when i needed you the
most
now i've come to give you
back the joy that
you restored
finding
me
finding
you
finding
joy in our hearts that
we will share together
Spending time
with the love
that
we hold together
laughing hard
till our hearts
can
bear no longer
crying tears
that fill
jugs
out of happiness
Finiding
you
Finding
me
Finding
joy in our hearts
that we will share together
Well... ::sigh:: im in love...again
but this time im in love with two guys
on the internet
i feel like dookie
my heart aches when i think about them
im not sure who i like more
but its not like im gonna know them any farther than AIM
i cry b/c i know that love on the internet goes no farther than text
i just witsh i could be with them and hold them
::sigh::
WEll Next year i have sumthin to look forward too...
a new school with gay guys galore Yay!!
a new band where I can play songs w/ people at my skill level!! yay!!
and food court with a lot of food! yay!
as a step into that school i hope to make plenty of gay friends... and maybe more!
Welcome
to love
to hate
and to good nights
everlasting
welcome to worlds
of friends
of lovers
and of souls
good hearted
Welcome
our time
our sun
and our seasons
rotation
welcome
to you
to you
to you
and to me
Fall my friend
fall, fall deeper
into the unknown dont put
your finger
too close
it will get
burned
Keep your eye
forward
Life doesn't
matter
Future is all you own