smile for me.

im feelin you in all dimensions
you got me lovin this 3-d life
& when u smile i silently melt inside
its how i know my day will be alright.
what makes the sunrise even more bright
always part of my dreams at night
its hypnotizing & has me captivated
god must be proud of what he has created
cause im thankful for it.
& when you dance i can feel the beat
no worries i can stand the heat

lots ofthings have been going on & if something does happen
this will be my explanation. hope its worth somethin. lates

my mind is going 100 miles per hour
waiting for god to throw my life out cause its gone sour
this foundation i live in isn't promised tommorrow
and yet im sitting here drownin in my own sorrow
do u have any sugar i can burrow?
my life needs something sweet
the city in my hearts missing a street

it's so hard to express something that can't be put into words.
When i look into your eyes the words are right there
but when open my mouth when i take that breath of oxygen in and try to
exhale something that might give u a clue to how i feel...
i hear nothing come out just the silence and the sound of my own heart beating
& all i can feel is this frog stuck in my throat and the butterflies flying around in my stomach.

lol im too bored right now...anyone up for it?
i have to waste 3000 messages this month
hit me up =]

oh and im not some horny lil kidd ahaha ok just wanted to make that clear

later days

Random Poem
Enjoy Skittles

late nights talkin on the phone
you just dont have me sprung u have me twisted and thrown
got you inside my head so im never alone
you got my heart skippin beats
smellin as good as the febreeze on my sheets
you get me more hyped than an enery drink
always disagreein with me, makin me think
lay my head down on my pillow and my thoughts are on you
your what makes the stuff stick on glue

im not sure if a lot of people notice this but
when your drunk it just makes u realize about a lot of things...

and damn...you...your mind just opens up to a lot of things
and you get the real answers to the questions you've been meaning to answer.

each shot..each memory...ill still be in the same spot in the morning

oh dude...CARMEN IN THE L WORD IS SO HOTT.

THE END...ill piss this all out in the morning...

This song relates to how i feel at this moment.

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who’ll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She’ll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted

Im bisexual. so i find it intresting when i get more attached to girls than guys
and i find myself wondering why.

Is it because girls don't come as often as guys do?
Or am i just leaning toward my lesbian side more.

Girls are so unpredictable and theres really a sense of chemistry when im
with one but it hurts more to let go. so im here having to make a decision of
going out with a guy that likes me & i know won't hurt me

Just sitting here feenin for that lumpia and pancit.
To chill with friends and party the night away.
Drinkin patron and henn till you spit it out.
Smokin and passin that canabis talking about how catdog pee's
and how trix are for kidds. The good ole days of skippin and using dial up
to get away from it all and how u notice everything around u changin.
& you wonder where u fit in it all.

i haven't posted in a minute so here it goes

i was in the cheese state chillin for a couple months
im yet again single just got through another fling.
i don't know why.. as much as id like to keep a relationship,
i can't and destiny always puts me back in the same spot
im ok with it id rather chill and enjoy my summer than
worrying about puppy love but from time to time i do miss
havin someone to snuggle with but it is what it is.

im glad to see that im not the only one noticing this, ive read a few
comments saying how they noticed this also & im just hear to tell you
that its true for the past year bisexual people are growing by the thousands
and it pisses me off for many reasons.

1. Some do it for attention
2. Just cause you check out a girl doesn't mean your bi. is this a even a reason?
3. MONOGOMY - this means that you go out with one AND ONLY ONE person.

enjoy : with Daniel bedingfield - if your not the one.

they say theres hella fishes in the sea
i found the perfect fish for me
secksii eyes and luciouse lips
beauty being written by your finger tips
so let your kisses enhance by vocabulary
your tongue tickling my teeth got me thinking you the tooth fairy
lets just say you got me stuck on you like whoa
i want you to be the one next to me when i get low

i made some flows and i thought i would share

enjoy

ambition is what leads us to success
the hard work can finally be expressed
so we can impress instead of ending up as a total mess
be like the rose that grew from the concrete
and prove natures law wrong
that you pick the place where you belong
help your friends along
cause as a bouquet we can all be strong

--
beauty is in the eye of the beholder

well i haven't posted in a while and i wanted to let you all know that im still alive
heres a poem that i wrote id be glad if no one copied it or claimed it as there own it took a lot of time to make this not just the rest of my poems where i freestyled it but here you go i hope u like it and dont be scared to tell me what you think

You can’t see my tears roll down, freezing half way
and you can’t hear my thoughts of you, through the whole day.