30 Dec. 2004, 11:50PM

LookCuteFeelCute — Sat, 08 Jan 2005 02:56:51 +0300

I’ve always cried alone.
No one but me
To dry my tears.
My heart only to be harnessed
By the one who has it…
Me.
I have no recourse…
For I know crying is wasteful.
In my soul there is and everbuilding pain,
And I wish I could shed my tears.
But no matter hwo hard I try:
I can not fall myself to cry.
For I seem to like to stay strong for myself -
So I do not cry at all
Instead of letting my body waste away…

30 Dec. 2004, 11:50PM

LookCuteFeelCute — Sat, 01 Jan 2005 00:56:20 +0300

It's Alright You're Gay (31 October 2004 6:55 PM)

LookCuteFeelCute — Mon, 01 Nov 2004 05:52:13 +0300

I just came up with these lyrics... I hardly ever write lyrics, but I ended up making lyrics about a str8 guy who's best friend is gay (snicker snicker). I dont have a friend who is like this, and this situation never has happened to me (but I wouldn't mind it). Anyways - here it is. press read more
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Your my best friend
Oh, yea - Dude
I always thought there was
something about you

I always felt that strange li'l vibe
That I dont think you ever could hide
So then you told me yesterday
Yea - that you were gay

25 October 2004 8:30PM

LookCuteFeelCute — Mon, 01 Nov 2004 03:19:38 +0300

I look at you
With the sweetest temptation
Oh, how dear you are to my heart
I yearn for yours
I keep looking
I can't stop looking

You are such a distraction
And you don't even know
Or do you?
As I looked at you
You looked me
Straight in the eyes
And I saw your eyes

My heart jumped
I was afraid
Or ashamed
I dont know where your heart belongs
And if it is free for the taking

(cont...)

9-15-04 5:00PM

LookCuteFeelCute — Sun, 10 Oct 2004 23:41:05 +0400

Am I afraid of you?
Oh, so scared of a bond.
Afraid of a chain that could take me
Down a certain path.
Oh - dear,
Let my heart be harnessed.
Reach out and seize me.
I will go with you.
I just need to know
That you will go with me.

Through Their Eyes - Chapter I

LookCuteFeelCute — Sun, 10 Oct 2004 23:30:33 +0400

    Here I am, standing beside myself – among everyone I know
and everyone I knew. I see my love; I wish that I could dry those tears. I wish
I could kiss those lips; and that beautiful face, how it shimmered with inner
light, but now is filled with gloom –the sad gloom of thinking life will not go
on – in which time will pause for an eternity and never resume in its endless
course. For that’s how I am now. Time has frozen, and I can look into every
small detail of the world and wish that time would thaw and show me the next
course of action.

     I see the mother, her teary eyes long for life to
breathe back into her youngest son. A mother’s love is always known, because she
never hides it; never lets anyone take that love away. Emotions made so sweet
for of having such a sweet thing in her life. When this is suddenly taken, she
has no choice but to weep for her immense loss. Even after uncomfortable times.

    The father: all facial expression is void, no sign of remorse
for the son that caused him the most trouble. He only has an arm over the
shoulder of a woman who only looks with only a mild sympathy toward the crying
woman overwhelmed with her loss.

    A girl stands close to the teary woman, obviously saddened by
the loss of her younger sibling. The mutual love-hate between the two has, in an
instant, changed to the purest love and sorrow.

    I now feel nothing, because I am a ghost: left to walk the
earth with only a slight connection to the living. My own fate sealed by a
selfless act of sacrifice. I had no choice in the matter, for I did not want
fate to bring down the end of another. I could not let the future memories leave
me so simply, and without a fight. I was obliged to save the one I love from
those I put trust in with such naivety.

    My eyes notice the door to the room is open halfway. Peeking
into the room is a man with a curious look on a face. He is an unknown stranger.
Yet, I feel that I know this man in a way, as if our lives are intertwined in
some strong way. As I approached him, time appeared to slowly advance. It almost
seemed like my movement allowed time to move. I looked into his eyes and he
became more and more familiar. All things seemed to disappear and I was left
looking into his eyes as a different world emerged. The world seemed to spin
beneath me. I then felt a sudden jump and was sitting looking out into a crowd
with the taste of metal in my mouth.