Do You Have Broadband?

RadclyffeGeek — Wed, 30 Nov 2005 19:22:45 +0300

* Yep\n* No- but getting it soon\n* I don't have a home computer- I use schools/library etc.\n* Nope- I'm stuck with dial-up\n* \n

Would you like to run a country?

RadclyffeGeek — Mon, 14 Nov 2005 23:00:31 +0300

* Yeah sure- it'd be a great job!\n* Maybe, but only for a day.\n* No way- too much responsibility for me.\n* \n* \n

How Do You Sleep?

RadclyffeGeek — Fri, 04 Nov 2005 23:48:08 +0300

* On my back\n* On my left side\n* On my right side\n* On my front\n* Hanging upside down from the roof\n* Have no preference\n* \n* \n* \n* \n

TO ANYONE WHO I USUALLY EMAIL

RadclyffeGeek — Tue, 25 Oct 2005 23:36:12 +0400

I might be a while replying, my computer seems to be pretty virus ridden- and I can only use my PSP to get online. Unfortunetly, she's not the greatest thing for it and so I may not be able to reply to many people for a while. I'm so sorry, I'll try and get you a PM on here- as I can pretty much do that without too much battery power being wasted.

So sorry guys- but this is what comes of me being frivolous with virus checkers :(

I'm Writing This on my PSP!

RadclyffeGeek — Fri, 21 Oct 2005 00:34:20 +0400

It may not work though :-)

Which Book Should We Choose Next? (Would it be possible not to delete this one until 15-10-05? It's for the BookClub)

RadclyffeGeek — Wed, 12 Oct 2005 23:59:30 +0400

* Boy Meets Boy- By David Levithan \n* Brokeback Mountain- By Annie Proulx\n* The Well of Lonliness- By Radclyffe Hall\n* Love Poems of Sappio\n* Dream Boy- by Jim Grimsley\n* Eight Seconds- by Jean Ferris \n* Geography Club- by Brent Hartinger\n* Jack- by A.M. Homes \n* \n* \n

Outed To The School

RadclyffeGeek — Fri, 07 Oct 2005 16:29:02 +0400

Ok, so last week I got outed to the school. It all happened during a pretty innocent Chemistry lesson, when a guy asked me if I was a lesbian (we'd been having this conversation ages before- it wasn't just a spur of the moment thing.) I suddenly felt like I wasn't gonna hide it anymore, and I told him the truth, "Yep- I'm into girls, plus Johnny Depp." He looks really shocked, and is speechless for a little while, but by that time somebody else has heard and it spreads all over the classroom. Next thing I know, I'm being asked questions in every class. Groups of whispering girls look over at me and suddenly go quiet when I walk past. My normal paranoia is suddenly increased a thousand-fold, and I keep my head down and ignore everyone.

Getting Teased At School :-(

RadclyffeGeek — Tue, 20 Sep 2005 16:36:59 +0400

A few months back, I had my hair cut short. Not a crew cut or anything, just much shorter than I'd ever had it before. Personally, I loved it, there was so much less hassle, so many funky styles I could do (ever gelled your hair straight up? You should!) and I thought it made me look quite a bit more mature. Most people seemed to like it too- and I got loads of compliments.
However not everyone was so nice, in fact one guy in particular called me and another girl (who also has short hair) 'the two butch lesbians- Hutchy and Butchy'. not exactly original- I know- but still hurtful :-( Now I know I shoul just ignore it, but other people are starting on it and actually asking if I'm gay. I don't wanna lie, but I don't exactly want to be out to the entire school. I've got badges, and I drop plenty of hints, but the people who don't pick up on them are the people I don't want to know.

Youth Group- Going It Alone

RadclyffeGeek — Mon, 19 Sep 2005 16:32:58 +0400

Ok, I was originally supposed to go to a Gay Youth Group on Thursday, and bring my straight friend for moral support. You may know I've been having friendship troubles- namely that I don't think I'm being treated all that well by these people, and that they seem to be ignoring me and leaving me out.

Still, I thought I'd be able to count on one of them to come along to the gay group, but now she's pulled out at the last minute to go to a band night. Ok, so fairs fair and she did know about the gig ages ago, and getting double booked is a common thing to happen. I just feel a little let down now, seeing as this sort fo thing is happening more and more often.

Gay Youth Group- I'm In!

RadclyffeGeek — Fri, 16 Sep 2005 21:31:22 +0400

I have been putting off calling up a gay youht group for ages, basically becuase I was scared. Anyway- yesterday I went for it and rang them- getting through to the answering machine. I left quite a babbling, nervous message but they still called me back! The person I talked to was really nice, and said that I would be welcome to come along and I could bring a friend or two if I wanted. I'm currently questioning my relationship with my mates- but one of them seemed to be Ok on MSN so I asked her if she'd come along (I know I'm using her as much as she's using me- we're equal now) as it was something we'd discussed before.

So Damn Angry, But I Can't Let It Out

RadclyffeGeek — Thu, 15 Sep 2005 16:32:50 +0400

I have two mates, well it seems more like HAD two mates. They've recently drifted away, conveniently around the time I came out to them, and now I'm on my own most of the time. Today I got the nerve to talk to someone else about how I felt- and this girl agreed that they were giving me a raw deal, and basically said that I deserved better. Still, by now we've been in school for 4 years- and everyone is already in their own little groups. I'm pretty much a misfit- and so a lot of the groups wouldn't accept me anyway, and everyone else would think I was just using them.

Getting Turned On In Maths!

RadclyffeGeek — Thu, 08 Sep 2005 21:31:13 +0400

Today was probably one of the best/worst days ever- and I'll tell you why. First of all, the back story:
I am crushing on a straight girl 'Bex' and she's such a damn flirt that I end up with butterflies in my stomach whenever I chat to her. She doesn't know my feelings, and she doesn't know I'm gay. so I just try and act cool and flirt back- as if I'm just having a laugh.

Today, for some reason, I've been feeling horny all day. I was making up a slashy story in my head and got a lot more carried away with the details than usual. So with some graphic images fresh in my mind, it was even harder than usual to keep up a breezy chat with Becky without wanting to grab her and have my wicked way with her :p

What do you think about ChatSpeak? (I dnno, w8in 4 u, wot u up 2 g2g etc.)

RadclyffeGeek — Mon, 05 Sep 2005 00:35:38 +0400

* I use it whenever I type something that isn't an important document.\n* I always use it on text messages, AIM, writing notes to friends etc\n* I use it very rarely- and only when talking to friends\n* I used it in the past, but I can't stand it now.\n* I can't stand to use it- but it doesn't bother me when other people do.\n* I can't stand to use it- and I hate it when other people do.\n* I still don't know what you mean?\n* Other opinion\n* \n* \n

Loner?

RadclyffeGeek — Sun, 04 Sep 2005 19:14:42 +0400

Heya!

I wondered if anyone could help me out, you see I've just had six weeks off of school- and I spent all that time either alone, or with parents. I had no desire to see my friends, and when they called to see if I could come and hang out with them then I made excuses and stayed at home instead. Lat year I was the complete opposite, but it seems that nowadays I don't want to talk to anyone I was recently close to.

Which TV Show Best Portrays The Problems Faced By GLBT People?

RadclyffeGeek — Fri, 02 Sep 2005 01:31:07 +0400

* The L Word\n* Queer As Folk UK\n* Queer As Folk US\n* Buffy TVS\n* Will & Grace\n* ER\n* Six Feet Under\n* Nip/Tuck\n* General soaps\n* Other/I've never watched these shows (Please comment)\n