Im BACK!!!

sillylove — Sat, 05 Mar 2005 13:35:13 +0300

YES.im back people. and im SOOOO happy you wont believe it.

orgasmic

sillylove — Sun, 06 Feb 2005 19:16:17 +0300

It it expensive to go to nyu?because i really want to study Drama there.
But im like not that rich so i wouldnt know.Im south african so i dont know
Like is Columbia or harvard or yale the top unis?
-sillylove-

My Coming Out Story : Part one

sillylove — Sat, 05 Feb 2005 19:21:27 +0300

It all started when i was in grade 9.Well i wasnt very happy about myself
and i thought why am i SOOO attracted to guys?THats when i started getting
depressed and started to force myself to "like" girls...that didnt work.
I had crushes on so many guys i cant even count them on 4 pairs of hands.
The next year in 2004 i actually decided that i liked what i was and who
i was.I liked the gay vibe.And i started liking myself a bit.I decide i

OMW!!!

sillylove — Mon, 31 Jan 2005 22:58:29 +0300

I CAME OUT TO 2 of my friends today.i cant believe it.Two of my guy,str8
friends and they didnt totally hate me.Im oh-so happy today!!!
Im gay and happy and Single...
-sillylove-

HEy.

sillylove — Tue, 25 Jan 2005 19:21:03 +0300

Well. theres nothing much to say.school has finally begun and now im
piling homework in to three hours everyday!!.I just wanna say hi to all
of ya guys cause i love you all!!Withouth you i wouldnt be who i am
today!!!
-robin-

get thee in to yonder box...

sillylove — Sun, 23 Jan 2005 23:27:34 +0300

im back.i was away and now ive returned to the kingdom
of hope and daily journal entries!were all beautiful in every
single way.words cant bring us down!- christina is such a sweety for
helping us like that.you go girl...
-sillylove-

_lollipop_

sillylove — Sun, 16 Jan 2005 13:23:52 +0300

so once again im so bored.Ashton kutcher is so hot but what can i do?
Ashton kutcher makes me weak at the knees,so what.And Freddie prinz junior
my knight in shining armour...yeah right.Besides the post being totally
pointless and utterly radical.I see no point in carrying on typing right now.
till later all.
-silly/sillylove-

OMG!!!Youve gotta see this..although it isnt important.

sillylove — Sat, 15 Jan 2005 23:13:21 +0300

Hey all!im ok today.nothing much.you know all ive been doing this whole
vacation is log onto oasis and post...how weird is that.Im just waitiing
till school begins so i can see all my friends and stuff and be
my normal flirty self.Ive actually rested alot and now im going to be a new
person,a changed guy...forever.
-sillylove_

Has anyone...

sillylove — Fri, 14 Jan 2005 22:52:15 +0300

Has anyone seen the movie "the love letter"?its so great.
its simple but mildly filled with humor....

bound.

sillylove — Fri, 14 Jan 2005 14:40:52 +0300

maybe i do post too much.but its
what i do.i try and relate but i
dont think i can handle my life anymore.....
-sillylove-

Hey.

sillylove — Thu, 13 Jan 2005 21:10:31 +0300

Today was an "ok" day i guess.i feel wanted and needed because sum1 told
me it would all be ok and i believe him.Im glad.And Happy im oing to have
such a great weekend.!!!!
-((((((sillylove))))))) ------->>>>

AAAAAAAARRRRGHHH!!!

sillylove — Thu, 13 Jan 2005 00:37:58 +0300

why do i feel the way i do.
I have no clue what to do,
Even if you do.I prefer wearing
my own shoes.When you know what
can free you,but you just cant say
the impending truth is what i have to
dare myself to say.I hate being this
way,not being able to express that im
gay.Its unjust,unfair.....
I WISH SOMEONE would care
this cofusion is so unknown,I feel like
my body isnt my own.At home i sit,alone

Back.

sillylove — Thu, 13 Jan 2005 00:16:21 +0300

I eat alot but the thing is i dont gain fat.Its like so weird.
Im the kind of person who eats for comfort...and im a guy.
-sillylove xxxxxx

hey

sillylove — Wed, 12 Jan 2005 16:34:32 +0300

hey

Boys will be boys

sillylove — Wed, 12 Jan 2005 00:27:39 +0300

So i want to write something again.I want a boyfriend where can i find him?