The end of my Things people shouldn't do is here.
Yeah last night we went in and we didn't even
have to put are plan into action because come to
find out he has been moved from here to Tennessee apparently
thats o.k. down there. Or not I don't know but I
am glad he isn't here anymore. They said they transfered
him and that the case was closed. So their is more
to the story than we know but a lot of the girls

I can't take much more stress My stress level has went thought the
roof. IF you listen to horoscopes they said my anxitey
level was going to shot through the roof. I am scared
and I am so deep in stress right know that I want
to pull my hair out and scream. It all steams from
work and I can't quit not know it would seem werid if I
quit like maybe I was making it up or maybe I am
not as serious about it as the others and I am not

Well we go back to work tomorrow and we are hoping to
put are plan into action. The seven girls in question
are going to make his life a living hell or die
trying. We need are boys back to help us but we
are going to have to do it without are boys this
time and prove that we are strong enough to get this
guy out of here before he touchs someone
all I want is for him to slip up in front of a GM

O.K. I saw my godson's today. I took them from Jess
for the day so she could get some sleep. I took them
to a local park and their daddy had to go with us
Because even thought my restaining order has been
lifted on both me and Jess he still has to be with us
cause the law says so. So I am talking with a friend
of mine and Austin my six year old godson is with
his daddy getting a icee and I have baby Logan.

O.K. the manager at the place I work is a 40 something
male who likes to throw sexual remarks at his female
employees. He fire's the guys who stand up for
us including V who got fired yesterday morning
Know we have to push this issue along and get
this guy out of here before he thinks he can touch
us and then we are going to have problems. I don't
want anything to happen to me or my friends I am

Why do I happen to always pick the wrong person to date
it doesn't matter guy or girl and they are complete
and total jerks or they don't want to be as seroius
as you or they don't want anything other than sex.
Sorry on the sex part been there done that got the
t-shirt and won't do it again till I find the right
person with whom I connect and I know that sounds
like I won't do it again till I marry buts thats not

The guy who lead me on for a long time might
marry this new girl in his life. Everyone says they
are so cute together and she has him. Its sickening
because when he broke up with me he still lead me
on and that just makes me wonder does he really feel
anything for her at all. I mean he didn't tell her
about me and him so I think he want's that relationship
to just disappear and I can't get those months back

I'm nearvous. I have a showcase with my band where
people with big companys come see us. I don't think
anything big will come out of it but I am neavous
because a couple of friends got their hands on tickets and
plan on coming. Thing is these are people from work
and songs we wanted to preform I can't preform in
front of these people because some of the songs are
aimed at them and they would know it if I sang the

Two poems because nothing is going on right know

Two People
I like to cuddle you like to fall asleep we
are so different you are day I am night we rarely
have time for us but rather everyone else who
gets in the way
I'd like to hold hands but that seems more
intimate than sex and I cant seem to get you to. My
needs are ignored and they way you flirt with her
it hurts
I heard you had sex with her you say no she

Well its new to me. I got rid of the truck my car because
me and D have decide that we can't put any more
work into it. Its going to cost to much so we sold it
and went and I got a Dodge Spirit its green its
got some dents dings and some damage but it runs good
and has a great run. It is a nice ass car it was
either that or a Tunderbird lx Ford and I likes it
but it needed a new air system, a new power steering colum and

I heard a lot of stuff and know I am beginning to
doubt that maybe I should not have spent the night
with d the other night and did the shit I did. I
was sitting on the couch yesterday morning when I
was getting ready to go to work at 9 in the morning.
I was also trying to talk to Danny when my cell phone
starts ringing this began the first of the 19 calls I would
get today to give me "information" about D. I am so

I had to work salad bar last night and believe me
I hate that more than anything else. So I had to stay a little
longer than I would have liked. Well when I had clocked
in D said he had the car fixed and I could come over and trade cars
that night. I've been driving his since I got back from
vaction and he has been driving his other car. He
is really nice to let me use his car. So when I found out

Last night I left work ready to kick someones
ass when a guy tells me I need to learn how to
do my job because I am no pretty that makes me angry
I know I am not all that pretty but I don't want
people telling me that I am not pretty cause I have
people who would kill him just for saying that
I am also having problems with a display cook
who called me a slut for bragging that the
guys out there where falling all over themselves to

I went back to Ryan's for the first time last night
to work. My first time since my vaction. I was there
till 10:00p.m. I needed to talk to someone after work
but I fear I got out to late and missed him. I have
got to get a lot of things straight before I have to
hurt someone. I don't like being mean and know is
no different, but I am trying to change who I am
and that is more than I can say for some people. I guess

Around one in the morning yesterday they let Jess
out of jail. Yet a restraining order is in place
she can't see her kids or her husband and she had to
go back home only after he and the kids had left
to get clothes. She is asleep on my couch and I
hate that the son of a bitch has done this to her
I am watching her sleep while typing this. Since
she had a nightmare last night. Then to top it off