wanting her

tere — Tue, 27 May 2003 23:40:51 +0400

I want her with my entire body, but my mind is trailing behind. I can't have her, because it's too easy to choose the person who wants you back.

insane

tere — Tue, 29 Apr 2003 02:31:02 +0400

And I'm broke, I paid to put half a tank of gas in my car yesterday with quarters.

Day Of Silence

tere — Thu, 10 Apr 2003 04:37:40 +0400

He told me we should instead burn homophobes in effigy. Then he made a comment about faggot shit and the girl sitting next to me told him his representation ought to be the first in line.

Crazy

tere — Tue, 04 Mar 2003 06:25:43 +0300

I decided last night that sometimes I really am crazy. My mind just doesn't know what's going on, and I completely lose it.

Hurtful

tere — Sun, 02 Mar 2003 18:22:16 +0300

God, the way he said the word dyke, I just wanted to shrivel up and die.

It isn't me.

tere — Thu, 27 Feb 2003 03:22:09 +0300

I knew it had to be something inside of me. It was my fault, I was doing something wrong, and as soon as I figured out what it was, I would start to be happy.

She told me I was not the problem. And now I'm happy.

Saying hello again

tere — Fri, 21 Feb 2003 00:41:18 +0300

Hey y'all, this is reflections. Nice to see everyone around again. Haven't been on the site in a while, but I'm back, and I've got some stories to post. Will do that soon.

I also joined a gay youth reading group, and as soon as we get started, I'll begin posting what books we're reading, and what we think about them.

peace and love, tere