(despite probably failing a latin quiz and math sucking)

- I saw the Matrix - Reloaded (it was kick ass)
- I have TJ and Tenma's souls in a jar (long story....)
- (at the time I wrote this list) I have an apple starburst candy (yum!)

If you want me to wait
I would wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through
If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering

Its so cold! Not really, but I feel cold more than most, and I've got a cold, so I feel icky. gar...
I still like her. Yeah. Its wierd, Im not sure how this is all going to turn out. Got hope though. I want a mug that says that. Instead of got milk, got hope. (randomousity....)
My fathers gone off the wall. He has anger management problems, a history of harrassing our local police, ( I know, wtf is that?!) guns, and this issue about letting go of my mom and family and letting us move on with our live. My parents are divorced.

Ah! the madness. All of a sudden I find myself thrust back into something I thought was lost. Its very... odd. Im not sure how I feel about anything. or how I felt before. Its very odd not to know yourself, but Im to tired and entreiged (or maybe stupid) to be upset. Life really is an odd adventure.

Turned sixteen last sunday. On Mother's Day, again. That happens every couple of years, and Im almost always within a day or two of it. I've only been sixteen three days, and I already know this year is going to suck. Don't ask me for a rational explanation, but it is.
I think the simple answer to all my problems would be too shoot my subcontious.

Slash fic makes life worth living. *evil grin*

Was having an icky two days, work stunk, got a wicked bad sun burn on my face, and I think I had a fight with my bestest friend Sean. But made a new friend-creature, so that kind of made the day better.

really can't stand humanity. Im caught somewhere between wanting to curl up under a rock in the woods and never have to see another person ever and never grow up, and wanting to grow up fast so I can adopt all the abused kids in the universe.

Yep, i have no idea were this came from. Wrote it while getting over my first bout with sickness, so that might explain the randomousity. (fun word, :D) Odd, just really flipping odd. Eck...

Im sick with something,

doesn't even begin to cover it.

I want that on a bumper sticker somday. So Gods Blessed true.

Have come to some (amusing, at least in my chai altered state) conclusions:
- The Hours is a thoroughly depressing movie, or would have been, if not for the exellent company.
- one shouldn't be allowed to move for at least a few minutes after a long thought provoking movie; the pain from thinking on a saturday night and tripping over stationary objects should be avoided at all costs.
- The only problem with listening to music with someone is you're never sure of the conitations (I think thats my new favorite word, I use it to much) asosciated with the song.

red fish blue fish. Yep yep yep, I don't know the relevance of that quote, but it seemed relevent anyway. I've been like that lately. More Random that usual, babbling in a way that only makes sense to me, at a loss for words... I mean, Im like that to a point normally, most people take it for blondness, but I've been unusually bad of late. It kinda sucks, becuase a lot fo important things are going on, and I wish I was at my most articulate for them.

I don't know what to say
no I don't know what to say
Im feeling so confused
but I think it feels ok

good day, bad day, good day, bad day, Worst Day In The History Of The Known Universe, sigh of relief day....

to say what I mean. gar.

narg... long block study. bored. should study latin declentions. ew..... having a disagreement with the shift key, so in lack of capitals. oh-well... lol.