I need to figure this out. This being Matt and Zach. And yes, I know you all are cringing at my sex choice right now, but hey, they came along, I didn't choose them. I did let myself fall though..... Well, there's the info, now I need your help...

Youth group sleepover, that is all I have to say. Muah hah haaa...

Those of the Night
~a short story by Dragon~

I miss her...

I don't know how much my mother read, or how carefully, and that scares me. If she has she will know that I am not really a virgin because my best friend and I got a little carried away, she'll know about...

My my my... all right, lets see if I can get all of this down. *takes deep breath* Here we go...
My life at the current moment in a nutshell:

and where does it lead? To a haven? To a hell? Who knows, lets just follow it... Like life. You don't know where it is going to take you, and yet you press on, through the good times and the bad, you keep on going.

This was what may have happened about a year ago... if it wasn't for friends...

9 slashs... on my arms...

Yet, I should not have let
your hands hold me close
or your words steal my heart

MA is much too cold. We have around 5 feet of snow right now, it's insane, I could get lost in a snowbank! I don't want to be lost in a snowbank, it would be cold, a lonely... and I think I'd end up dead...

I LOVE RACHELLE!!!!!

What a weekend... well, Ilana and I aren't dating anymore. I can't stand the long distance, this is for good. There is no going back now. 6 months and some odd days... I'll never forget that time, and we are still going to be very good friends. ((Rachelle... you are going to hurt me...:)))
Let's see, how do I say this. First of all I can't identify as lesbian anymore... all because of Zach.

*sigh* Now Dragon must learn how to navigate all over again... Ah well, to clarify for those of you who don't know me very well, this is Cristina from the "old oasis" Let's see... it is Ilana and I's 1 month/ 6 month anniversary, 1 month since we started dating again, 6 months since our first date. Yee-Haw!