Holy i just realized how long its been since i've made a journal! To be honest though.... I forgot my password and couldn't remember it for the longest time! Hahah but im back, not like i posted a lot of journals anyways :p Also my life is pretty boring. Like my summer... all i've been doing is sitting at home watching movies. I've been really depressed lately and im not 100% sure why.
Wow one day left of elementary school for me and then in the fall highschool! Im so excited the only problem im having is not going to the same highschool as my friends. But i'll make new ones so its all good.
Yesturday i was at my moms house. My parents are divorced and i live at my dads while my older sister who is 16 lives at my moms. I go to my moms house every second weekend. Its been about two months since i noticed my sister wearing long sleeves in hot weather, and being more cautious about her arm. I never put much thought into it.
There are only 18 days left of elementary school for me. Im super scared but also pumped! I can't wait to 'graduate' from eighth grade and start at a new place, meet new people, and definitely make new friends! But im terrified because i chose a different highschool than all of my friends. I want to start fresh but i can't imagine walking in through the doors all by myself. I wont know anyone there but my older cousin who will be in grade 12, so obviously me and her wont be hanging out inbetween classes.
My teacher recently asked me to write a poem and this is what i came up with. Id like some feedback on how i can make it better. :) Thanks
"The Girl With The Frown"
I sit in my room playing my guitar.
and soon i realize im taken afar.
The place where i once was is not my room anymore.
The place where i am is a place i adore.
There are smiles and laughter, nothing like home.
This is a place i feel free to roam.
I walk and i walk, until my legs are sore.
Then i come face to face with a big black door.
The door is tall. Taller than me.
Me and my sisters best friend have been talking for a while, she is a lesbian as well as i am. I really like her. She has invited me to parties, concerts and hockey games to go to together. My sister doesn't want us to hangout because that would be 'awkward'. But her friend keeps inviting me and i don't want to be rude!
What should i do?
Go against my sister?
Or blow a chance at a relationship?
Hi. My name is Taylor. I'm a female and a lesbian.
At first when i knew i was a lesbian i felt out of place because i wanted to be 'nomal'. But there is no such thing as 'normal'. Everyone is different and if you happen to be lesbian,bi-sexual,gay, Or straight you are normal.