Ok so the new year has finnaly come. Not exactly the bigest deal with my familie, no big hooray or celebration but it did feel kind of good to be with them as the ball dropped and hey they actually had a decent camera angle this year. so this year since I actually new something about my guitar I decided to start playing when the timer reaches zero, I really like the idea but apparently my dad didn't since my little brother was still asleep. hey I get it he dosn't want to deal with my little brother especially if he's grumpy but he did ask for us to wake him up.
Okay I've been hannging out on this site for a while now. some of you know me others don't and for some reason I feel like I've made a big mistake.
Its not like any of you have been mean. actually you've all been very nice but it's like I've spread my self so much that there's not much left. like someone's puntching holes through me and every thing just falls out thourgh them.
Mabey it's just because I'm new to releasing all (any of) my feelings to anybody.
Well thanks for listening I hope that as time goes by I'll get better at leting go and thanks.
Ever since I found out about myself I find that there are times when I get really really really angry and I want to hit stuff (don't worry I haven't actually hit anyone). It's werid cause there's no real reason.
Mabey it's just a phase cause I really only realised it recently.
Don't worry I excersize so that's a way to get rid of the stress and other than the anger finding out about myself has really been a positive experiance for me.(^_^)