http://www.oasisjournals.com/journal/14304 blog replacement for journal entries en http://www.oasisjournals.com/2010/07/ive-got-the-blues <!--paging_filter--><p>Ok, my name is Emily, and I have the blues. The deep down, navy blues to be exact. I have almost come to the conclusion that I'm gay. But no one knows this. At all. No one even suspects it. I was in a committed relationship with a guy for two years. And on the surface, we were a perfect couple. But, I just could not make myself like him as anything other than a friend. I just don't desire guys in "that way". Just the though of "consumating" a relationship with a guy makes me want to gag! But I feel totally different about girls! The big problem is: I live in Mississippi.</p> <p><a href="http://www.oasisjournals.com/2010/07/ive-got-the-blues">read more</a></p> http://www.oasisjournals.com/2010/07/ive-got-the-blues#comments confused friends relationship sad Wed, 28 Jul 2010 08:01:48 +0400 reign_beaux_brite 45495 at http://www.oasisjournals.com