http://www.oasisjournals.com/journal/14069 blog replacement for journal entries en http://www.oasisjournals.com/2010/05/dear-max <!--paging_filter--><p>I love you. I know I can't ever tell you.. not again. And I can't ever tell anyone. I love Dina. I'm with Dina. And I'm happy with Dina. But I love you.</p> <p>I can't stand hiding this. Last time you seemed fine at the prospect of me having feelings for you. I just couldn't accept them fully.</p> <p>You know, maybe I'm "bi" or whatever. I don't know. All I know is I love you. I always will. I have for the last year and a half. I've lied to you, my family, Dina and myself.</p> <p>I am in love with Dina and I do want to spend the rest of my life with her. I just also will always love you.</p> <p><a href="http://www.oasisjournals.com/2010/05/dear-max">read more</a></p> http://www.oasisjournals.com/2010/05/dear-max#comments forbidden friend hidden love lover secret Sat, 01 May 2010 06:11:46 +0400 TomGomez 44498 at http://www.oasisjournals.com